Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Do you understand now why Laura—who will always keep that balance, I
believe, however old she grows—could, with only the Kent hills between
her and heaven, be yet distinctly relieved that Nurse’s mother had been
there before her, and that children were half price? Fantasy, you see,
like a fairy sixpence, had been rung upon the counter of Nurse’s
mother’s experiences and pronounced coin of the realm.
Laura—but I wish you wouldn’t interrupt, Collaborator! I lose the
thread. You shall censor it all afterwards, but first let me talk myself
out. And it is not polite to murmur “Impossible” pointedly to your
pointed knitting needles!
But Laura, all this while, has sat meekly between the twins, eating her
biscuits, a good little grubby-handed girl.
She was always good when she was left alone, as the new nurse had at
last discovered; so when the biscuits had been eaten and the children
dismissed to another hour’s play before going home, it was with the
twins that Nurse’s paperback shared her attention, rather than with
Laura, slipping away so quietly that her little thin dark body and
red-brown head wavering in and out of the big trunks was scarcely to be
distinguished from a slim beech sapling a-sway in the wind. Nurse would
have settled down to her reading with less composure if she could have
seen beyond the screen of trees, have caught Laura’s backward glances,
half scared, half triumphant, as she gained the open hill-top, and her
odd proceedings when she decided that she was out of every one’s
inquisitive sight.
For Laura, the careless, the untidy, the hard-on-her-clothes, swayed, I
suppose, by some broken memory of kind hands pinching up her ribbons and
smoothing her curls, of eyes very proud and critical of their Laura, was
first and fastidiously concerned with her appearance. She rubbed her
hands as clean as she could on the grass, fastened a careless button,
pulled up her stockings and adjusted her suspenders. Mother hated
wrinkly stockings.... She tightened her hair ribbon, straining her hair
off her face till her eyes nearly jumped out of her head, and did her
best to brush the long locks, that the wind had whipped into
rats’-tails, round and round her finger into the sausages that grown-ups
desire. She took off her shoes and shook out the sand and bits of leaf,
and tied them in the complicated tangle that Laura believed to be a
‘Louise’ knot, because it never under any circumstances came undone.
Indeed, it needed scissors in the evening. Finally she took out her
purse, poured the hoard into her lap and counted it breathlessly. A
penny, three halfpennies, two farthings, and the threepenny bit that she
had had given her to put in the plate on that fortunate Sunday when
there had not, after all, been a collection. Sixpence exactly. Children
were half price, so sixpence exactly could smuggle you through gates of
pearl into your mother’s lap.
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