Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
It was quite impossible for him to make me religious. For one thing,
it was not in my nature. It was not so much that I disbelieved what
I was taught of religion, as that these instructions aroused in me
an implacable antagonism. I did not like the notion of an all-seeing
God, for instance. Imperfectly grasped, this conception represented
to my mind a kind of tyranny, a kind of espionage, which I strongly
resented. Moreover, I detested Sundays and everything connected with
them. When I went to church it was with a face like a thunder-cloud,
and once there, with an incredible obstinacy, I would shut my ears to
all that went on, prayers, hymns, and sermon. This fact, combined with
so many others, tended, as time passed, to make my relations with my
father more and more strained, for he was religious in the narrowest
and severest fashion. I remember his taking me, one Sunday evening,
when I was between twelve and thirteen, to hear a preacher who had come
from a considerable distance to hold two special services. The occasion
stands out from all others, because it was the only one upon which I
was startled out of my habitual attitude of sulky defiance. For the
first three-quarters of an hour all went as usual, and when the sermon
was about to begin I prepared myself to think of other things. But the
text, or texts, delivered in a quiet, impressive voice, arrested my
attention.
“For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom:
and great earthquakes shall be in divers places, and famines, and
pestilences; and fearful sights and great signs shall there be from
heaven.... Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young
men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams: and I will
show wonders in heaven above, and signs in the earth beneath; blood and
fire, and vapour of smoke: the sun shall be turned into darkness, and
the moon into blood.... And then shall they see the Son of Man coming
in a cloud, with power and great glory.”
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