Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; First loves -- Fiction; Ireland -- Fiction
“I’ll have to go up to the house and say that I can’t come,” I told
him after breakfast. He had risen from the table and was in the
act of taking down our Bibles from the book-shelf, preparatory to
“worship”――a function which took place every morning and evening, and
which consisted in my reading aloud a chapter from the Bible, and in
my father making a prayer. Sometimes he commented on what I read,
explained a verse, drew a lesson from it――interruptions I secretly
resented, as they tended to prolong “worship”――sometimes he listened in
silence.
He put my Bible down beside my tea-cup before replying. Then, when he
had resumed his seat, and fumbled with his spectacle-case, he said,
“You may go with them: I have been thinking it over.”
I answered nothing, though I had a sort of uncomfortable feeling that
thanks might possibly be expected. I wondered what would happen if I
were to say I didn’t want to go, that I should never go again, that I
would rather stay here with him quite alone, free from all “worldly
temptations.” It was really the most perfect opportunity imaginable
for a thoroughly sentimental scene, like those in the stories he used
to read to me. I pictured how it would be wrung out to the last drop
of sloppiness, and be promptly followed by my conversion, or even
death-bed.
“I think it is the ninth chapter of Isaiah,” my father said,
interrupting these meditations.
“I read the ninth yesterday,” I replied. “It’s the tenth.”
My father turned another page, and I began:
“‘Woe unto them that decree unrighteous decrees――’” I felt my cheeks
grow red, because the verse seemed to me so extraordinarily apt to the
decree about my not going to Derryaghy. I did not look at my father,
but keeping my eyes glued to the page went on. The rest of the
chapter, however, was less pertinent.
“‘He is come to Aiath, he is passed to Migron; at Michmash he
hath laid up his carriages:
‘They are gone over the passage: they have taken up their
lodging at Geba; Ramah is afraid; Gibeah of Saul is fled.
‘Lift up thy voice, O daughter of Gallim; cause it to be heard
unto Laish, O poor Anathoth.
‘Madmenah is removed; the inhabitants of Gebim gather
themselves to flee,’” etc., etc.
It was not wildly exciting in itself, and I cannot say my reading of it
made it more so. The only good point about it was that it did not lend
itself to exegesis. The kind of thing my father liked was, “Servants,
be obedient to them that are your masters.” Then he would interrupt me
to say, “That means, when their masters tell them to do what is right.
If we are told to do something we know to be wrong, we must refuse to
obey.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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