And he clapped Bertie on the shoulder, grateful for the life of good
fellowship they had enjoyed within those walls, and feeling a little
compassion for the poor youth who took so kindly to the good gifts of
wealth, and who had, alas! no wealth to procure them with. However, he
penetrated no further into Bertie's state of mind; he had always had a
turn for a Bohemian existence: he had known luxury after living in
misery; now life must be a little less easy for him again. That was
all.
Bertie, on his part, horrified by the heartless villany of his first
reflections, allowed himself to slide on day by day, with no further
thought of his various plots. He sometimes even had a naïve belief that
at the last moment fortune would look on him with favour: his Fatalism
was like a form of worship, giving him strength and hope.
VI.
However, a moment came when he thought all hope lost; the danger was
pressing and imminent.
"Bertie," said Westhove, who had just come home in some excitement,
"to-morrow you can find some employment to suit you, I think. Tayle--you
know, our friend at the club--tells me that he wants to find a secretary
for his father, Lord Tayle. The old man lives on his place, up in
Northumberland; he is always ailing, and sometimes tiresome, still, it
seems to me that you will not easily get such another chance. You will
have a salary of eighty pounds, and live in the house of course. I
should have spoken of you to Tayle at once, but that you begged me long
ago--"
"Then you did not mention my name?" said Bertie, hastily and almost
offended.
"No," replied Frank, surprised at his tone. "I could make no overtures
till I had spoken to you. But make up your mind at once, for Tayle has
two other men in his eye already. If you can decide at once I will go
back to Tayle this minute: my cab is waiting." And he took up his hat.
Eighty pounds, and a position as secretary, with free quarters at the
Castle! How the splendour of such an offer would have dazzled Bertie not
so very long since, in America. But now--
"My dear Frank," he said, very coldly, "I am very much obliged for your
kind intentions, but, pray, take no trouble on my account. I cannot
accept the place. Dismiss your cab--"
"What!" cried his friend, in utter amazement. "Will you not at least
think it over?"
"Thank you very much. If you have nothing better to offer me than to
become the servant of the father of a man with whom I have been intimate
as an equal, I can only say, Thank you for nothing. I am not going to
shut myself up in a country-house, and scribble for an ailing, fractious
old man, for a pittance of eighty pounds a year. And what would Tayle
think of me? He has always known me as your friend, and we have been
familiar on that footing; and now he is to see me his father's hired
menial! I cannot say that you have much delicate feeling, Frank."
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