His brain was in a whirl while he spoke; never before had he assumed
such a haughty tone in addressing Frank, but it was like a cry of
despair rising up from the ruins of his false pride.
"But, good God, man! what do you expect?" exclaimed Westhove. "You know
all my friends, and it is only through my friends that I can hope to
help you."
"I will take no help from any one like the men of our own club, nor from
any one to whom you have introduced me as their equal."
"That certainly makes the case a difficult one," said Westhove, with a
sharp laugh, for great wrath was rising up in him. "Then you have
nothing to say to this?"
"Nothing."
"But what on earth do you want?" said Frank, indignantly.
"For the moment, nothing."
"For the moment--well and good; but by-and-by?"
"That I will see all in good time. And if you cannot be more
considerate--"
He stopped short, startled by his own voice. He was speaking loudly--as
it would seem with domineering vehemence, but in fact only with the
energy of despairing indolence and pride at bay. The two men looked at
each other for a few seconds, each suddenly feeling as though he had a
store of buried grievances against the other--grievances which had
accumulated in spite of the friendly intimacy of their lives, and which
they were on the point now of flinging in each other's teeth as foul
insults.
But Van Maeren checked his outburst. He recollected himself, or he had
not forgotten himself. He smiled and held out his hand:
"Forgive me, Frank," he said, humbly, with that voice like beaten gold,
and that mitigating smile; "I know you meant well. I can never, no,
never, repay you for all you have done for me. But this place I cannot
really accept. I would rather be a waiter, or the conductor of a
tramcar. Forgive me if I seem ungrateful."
So they made it up. But Westhove thought this pride on his companion's
part ridiculous, and was vexed that the whole affair must remain a
secret from Eva. He would have liked to consult her on the subject. And
it was with a deeper frown and more scowling glance that he watched
those two, Bertie and Eva, as they sat side by side in the evening in
the subdued light of the blue-shaded lamp, chatting like brother and
sister. It was like some covert dishonesty. It was all he could do to
keep from proclaiming aloud that Bertie was a parasite, a low fellow,
from tearing them apart, from snatching them away from their blissful
smiling and guileless intimacy as they discussed furniture and
hangings.
VII.
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