Her voice was so simple, her glance so loving, that Frank smiled and
nodded trustfully, though annoyed at seeing Bertie sit down again.
As soon as they were alone Bertie began:
"For shame, Eva, how could you torment me as you have been doing?"
She laughed and blushed, a little ashamed of herself for treating him so
to please Frank. But Bertie's face was grave, and with an appealing
gesture he folded his hands, and said beseechingly: "Promise me that you
will not do so again."
She gazed at him in surprise at his earnest tone; "It is only my fun,"
said she.
"But a form of fun which is suffering to me," he replied in a low voice.
And still she looked at him, not understanding. He sat huddled up, his
head on his breast, his eyes fixed before him, and his brown hair, which
waved a little over his forehead, clinging to his temples, which were
damp with perspiration. He was evidently much agitated. He had no idea
what might come of this dialogue, but he was aware that his tone had
been solemn, that these first words might be the prelude to a very
important interview. He felt that these few minutes were destined to
become a precious link in the chain of his life, and he waited with the
patience of a fatalist for the thoughts which should take shape in his
brain, and the words which should rise to his lips. He kept an eye on
himself, as it were, and at the same time spun a web about Eva, as a
spider entangles a fly in the thread it draws out of its bowels.
"You see," he went on slowly, "I cannot bear that you should torment me
so. You think less well of me than you used. But if I have little hands,
I cannot help it."
She could not forbear a smile at the intentionally coquettish tone he
had assumed, an affectation of spoilt-childishness which she saw through
at once. But she replied, nevertheless:
"Well, I beg your pardon for teasing you. I will not do so again."
He, however, had risen from his chair, and, pretending not to see the
hand she held out, he silently went to the window, and stood there
looking out on the park-like greenery of Kensington Gardens, dimmed with
mist. She sat still, waiting for him to speak; but he said nothing.
"Are you angry, Bertie?"
Then he slowly turned round. The grey daylight fell through the muslin
curtains, and gave a pallid look--a hue of Parian china--to his delicate
features. Very gently, with a deep, melancholy smile, he shook his head
in negation. And to her romantic fancy the sadness of that smile gave
him a poetic interest as of a youthful god or a fallen angel; the
celestial softness of a sexless mythological being, such as she had seen
in illustrated books of verse; a man in form, a woman in face. She
longed to invite him to pour out his woes; and at this moment it would
scarcely have surprised her if his speech had sounded like a rhythmical
monologue, a long lament in blank verse.
"Bertie, my dear fellow, what is the matter?"
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