After this ineffectual attempt to help Van Maeren his friend took no
further trouble, expecting that when the case became urgent Bertie
himself would ask his assistance. But Bertie's refusal led Frank to
perceive for the first time the false position in which he had placed
his companion, both with regard to himself and to his associates; his
kindness to a friend out of luck in allowing him to live for a year as a
man of fortune struck him now--seen in the light of an attachment which
had purified, renovated, and transformed his whole nature--as
indescribably preposterous, as trampling on every law of honour and
veracity; an unjustifiable mockery of the good faith of the world he
lived in. Formerly he had thought all this very amusing, but now he felt
that it was mean, base, to have enjoyed such amusement as this. And he
understood that he had himself encouraged the growth, as of some
poisonous weed, of Van Maeren's false pride, which now forbade him to
accept a favour from any one of their boon companions.
The days glided by, and Westhove could not shake off the sense of
self-reproach, which, indeed, grew upon him as time went on. Van Maeren
cast a shadow over the happiness of his love. Eva saw that some dull
grief made him silent; he would sit brooding for many minutes at a
time--his brows knit and a deep furrow across his forehead.
"What ails you, Frank?"
"Nothing, my darling."
"Are you still jealous?"
"No. I will cure myself of it."
"Well, you see, it is your own fault; if you had not always sung the
praises of Bertie as your best friend I should never have become so
intimate with him."
Yes, it was his own fault; that he saw very clearly.
"And are you satisfied with me now?" she asked, laughing.
He, too, laughed. For indeed it was true; for Frank's sake she had now
suddenly changed her behaviour to Bertie; she would rise and quit the
sofa where they sat while he was yet speaking; she sometimes
contradicted him, reproached him for his foppishness, and laughed at him
for his dainty little hands. He looked at her in amazement, fancied she
meant it for flirtation, but could not understand what she would be at.
One evening, for hour after hour, she pestered him with petty
annoyances, pin-pricks, which she intended should reassure Frank and not
wound Bertie too deeply. The conversation presently turned on heraldry,
and Sir Archibald wanted to show the two men the blazoned roll of his
family tree. Frank rose, ready to follow him to his study, and Bertie
did the same. Eva felt a little compunction, thinking she had carried
her teasing rather far this time, and she knew that her father's
pedigree would not interest him in the least.
"Leave Bertie here, papa," said she. "He knows nothing about heraldry."
And, at the same time, to comfort Frank, who dared not betray his
jealousy, she added lightly, with a mollifying twinkle of her long
eye-lashes:
"Frank will trust us alone together, I daresay!"
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