"Alas! such is life!" he murmured, with a fixed gaze full of sinister
significance. She made no answer, her heart was too full.
By this time it was dark. Van Maeren took his leave. Frank alone had
been asked to stay to dinner.
"Have you forgiven me?" he asked, very humbly, with his most insinuating
and romantic air, as the last rays of daylight shed an ethereal glow on
his face.
"For what?" she said, but she was silently weeping.
"For having distressed you, even for a minute?"
She nodded, and rose, trembling, exhausted, and tottering.
"Oh, yes; you gave me a great fright. But you will not do so again, I
beg."
"Never," he murmured.
He kissed her hand; a courteous caress he was accustomed to bestow, with
a touch of foppery like an eighteenth-century marquis; and he went away.
She was left alone. Standing there, in the middle of the room, she
closed her eyes, and she felt as though a mist had fallen and enwrapped
her. And in that mist she saw Moldehoï and the spectral fjord gleaming
between the two ranges of protecting mountains, and far away, in the
west, those three thin bars of gold. And suddenly she felt, as she had
never felt before, so forlorn, so lonely, in the midst of the cloud,
without even a thought of Sir Archibald and Frank, remembering nothing
but her long-dead mother. A weight pressed on her brain, like the icy
palm of a giant's hand; dusky gloom closed in upon her, and suddenly the
living warmth within her was chilled as with a deadly frost. She felt as
if she were standing in vast space, and through it--invisible,
intangible, and yet sensibly and undeniably real--she was aware of a
coming horror, rolling dully on like distant thunder. She stretched out
her hands, feeling for some support. But she did not fall senseless; she
recovered herself; and found that she was still in the middle of the
room, now almost dark, a little tremulous, and with a feeble sensation
about the knees. And she could not but think that there was something
yet--something which Bertie had concealed from her.
VIII.
Next day she thought it all over once more. What was it? What was it?
Would Bertie have pitied her so if there really had been nothing in it
but his own pessimistic fears for her happiness? Or was he not indeed
hiding something? And had it anything to do with Frank?
And then Frank came, and she often saw him sit quite still for a time,
with a frown on his brow.
"What is the matter?" she asked. And he replied just as usual:
"Nothing, sweetheart."
And they chatted together, at first a little constrained, but soon quite
happy again in their plans and dreams, forgetting what weighed on their
minds. Eva would laugh brightly, and perch herself on Frank's knee, and
play with his moustache. But if Bertie came in, something seemed at
once to come between them; a shadow which parted them.
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