She was now in London again with her father, living very quietly; still
feeling the past, in spite of her present gladness, still conscious of
what had been, in all its misery and its horror. Frank, too, was in
London, in a poorly paid place as assistant overseer in some engineering
works, the only opening he could find by the help of his old
connections; jumping at it, indeed, in consideration of his antecedents,
of which he had no cause to be proud. By-and-by he should get something
better, something more suited to his attainments. And he took up his
studies again to refresh his technical knowledge, which had grown
somewhat rusty.
Sir Archibald had grown much older, and was crippled by attacks of
rheumatism; but he still sat poring over his heraldic studies. Living in
Holland for his daughter's sake, he had too long been out of his own
circle of acquaintance and groove of habit; and though he had from time
to time, in a fit of childish temper, expressed his vexation at Eva's
becoming the wife of a murderer, he now agreed to everything, shrinking
from the world and troubling himself about nothing; only craving to be
left undisturbed in the apathy of his old age. "He knew nothing about
it; old men know nothing of such things. The young people might please
themselves; they always knew best and must have their own way." So he
grumbled on, apparently indifferent, but glad at heart that Eva should
marry Frank, since Frank, if he could be violent, was good at heart;
and Eva would be well cared for, and he himself would have some one to
bear him company in his own house--yes, yes, a little company.
Frank and Eva met but rarely during the week, for he was busy even in
the evenings, but they saw each other regularly on Sundays. And Eva had
the whole week in which to think over the Sunday when she had last seen
him, and she tried to recall every word that he had said, every look he
had given her. On these treasures she lived all the week. She had never
loved him so dearly as now, when crushing depression weighed on him,
which she longed to lighten by the solace of her love. There was
something motherly in her feeling for him, as though his sufferings had
made a child of him, needing a tenderer regard than of yore. She had
loved him then for the mysterious charm, as it seemed to her, of the
contrast between his feeble gentleness and his powerful physique; and
now it was no more than a higher development of the same charm, since
she saw the stalwart, strong man suffering so pitiably under the memory
of what he had gone through, and lacking the energy to rise superior to
it and begin life anew. But this want of vigour did not discourage her
in her hopes for the future; on the contrary, she loved him for his
weakness, while regarding this as singular and incomprehensible in
herself; dreaming over it in her solitude, or smiling with gladness.
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