Ay, and she was afraid of him, in spite of her love. After all, he had
committed murder; he could do such things in his rage! Oh! if in a fit
of passion she too--. But she would defend herself; with the strength of
despair she would cling to life. Had she not herself felt strong enough
to kill--? No, no. Not she, surely. She was too timid. And, besides, she
loved him so dearly; she adored him, and soon she would be his wife!
Still, she was afraid.
The Sundays were no longer days so sweet as to leave a treasure of
memory in which she could live through the week. On the contrary, Eva
now dreaded Sunday; she awaited it with terror.... Friday--Saturday....
Here it was again! There was Frank, she heard his step. And still she
was afraid, and still she loved him.
* * * * *
They were sitting thus one evening, hand in hand, and silent. It was
still early in the afternoon, but a storm threatened, and the grey gloom
peered in through the thick lace curtains. Eva, depressed by the heavy
weather, thirsting for some comfort, suddenly, in spite of her fears,
threw herself on Frank's breast.
"I can no longer endure this weather!" she wailed, almost moaning. "This
dark, cloudy sky always oppresses me of late. I want to go to Italy,
Frank, to the sun, the sun!"
He pressed her to him but did not speak. She began to weep softly.
"Say something, Frank," she sobbed.
"Yes; I do not like this heavy sky," he said, dully.
Again there was silence; she tried to control herself, clinging closely
to him. Then she went on:
"I cannot bear up against it; I believe since that rainy day which
overtook us in Molde, so long ago now--five years and more--you
remember--when we had met three or four times, a few days before, at
Dronthjem?" She smiled and kissed his hand, remembering her youth: she
was old now. "You recollect, we got home to the hotel drenched. I
believe I have been ill ever since that day, that I took a bad cold
which settled in me, though at first I did not feel it and said nothing
about it, but which has been undermining me ever since, all this long
time--"
He made no reply; he, too, had a vague recollection of something
tragically painful at Molde, but he could no longer remember what. But
she suddenly burst into a violent fit of weeping.
"Oh, Frank, speak! Say something," she besought him, in despair at his
silence, feeling her terror grow greater in the stillness, and her heart
throbbing wildly in spite of herself.
He passed his hand over his forehead, trying to collect his thoughts.
Then he slowly replied:
"Yes, Eva--for I have something to say to you. Just this very day."
"What is that?" she asked, looking up through her tears, in surprise at
his strange tone.
"I want to speak to you very seriously, Eva. Will you listen?"
"Yes."
"I want to ask you something--to ask you if you would not rather be
free. To ask if you would not be glad that I should release you?"
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