For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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the blank of that disappointment, the cruel mortification of those old
hopes, which never find expression in any words?
Mrs. Murray, from the household place where she had ruled so long, where
she had brought up upon her very life-blood like the pelican, those same
commonplace people--where she had succoured the poor, and entertained
strangers, and fed from her heart two generations--looked wistfully,
half wonderingly at them as they all entered, and sat down round her, to
decide what was to be done with her. Something of a divine despair, like
that God Himself might have felt when the creation he had pronounced
good, turned to evil--but with a more poignant thrill of human anguish
in the fact of her own utter powerlessness to move to good or to evil
those independent souls which once had seemed all hers, to influence as
she would--swept through her like a sudden storm. But to show any
outward sign of this was impossible. Theirs now was the upper hand; they
were in the height of life, and she was old. “When thou wast young, thou
girdedst thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest; but when thou
shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird
thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not;” she said these words to
herself with a piteous patience and submission; but unheard by any
soul,--unless, indeed, it was by those sympathisers in Heaven, who hear
so much, yet make no sign that we can hear or see.
They came in quite cheerfully all of them, full of the many and
diversified affairs which, for the moment, they were to make the
sacrifice of laying aside to settle the fate of their mother, and held
over her body, as it were, a pleasant little family palaver.
“The children have gone down the loch for a pic-nic; they would have
come in to see Granny, but I said you would have no time for them
to-day. The weather is just wonderful for this time of the year, or I
never would have allowed such a thing.”
“It’s all very well for you town-folk to praise up a good day,” said Mr.
Campbell, “which is no doubt pleasant when it comes to them that have no
interest in the land--but a kind of an insult to us after all the soft
weather that has ruined the corn. What’s the use of one good day except
for your pic-nics and nonsense? nothing but to make the handful of
wheat sprout the faster. And the glass is down again--We’ll have more
rain the morn.”
“You’ll find it very dry in the East country, Chairles,” said Mrs.
Campbell; “more pleasant for walking, but very stour and troublesome to
keep a house clean, and a great want of water. Your sister Marg’ret was
aye ill to please about the weather; but after a’ that’s come and gone,
I hope she’s no so fanciful now?”
“You’ll be setting up a gig soon?” said James Murray, “or, perhaps,
you’ve done it already? It’s expensive, but it’s a kind of necessity for
a doctor.”
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