For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“What are you doing there,” she said, “you little idle cutty? Did not
Granny tell you to see after the dinner? It may be good for her, but
it’s ruination to you, if you had the sense to see it. Dinna let me see
you sit there, smil--smiling at a young lad! I wonder you dinna think
shame! It’s all my mother’s fault,” she added bitterly, placing herself
in the chair by the window, which Jeanie, in dismay and tears, hastily
evacuated; “_we_ were kept to our work and kept in order, in our day;
but she’s spoiled every creature that’s come near her since. I’m glad
I’ve nae girls mysel that she can ruin as she’s ruined Jeanie!”
“Poor thing, she has nae mother to keep her right,” said the softer
sister.
I think, for my part, that the sharp offence and bitterness of the
women at the sudden turn that things had taken, showed a higher moral
sense than the eager satisfaction with which, after the first moment,
the men received it. Murray and Campbell both felt the immediate relief,
as far as they themselves were concerned. The women felt first the shame
and stigma of not having attempted to do for their mother what this
stranger was so ready to do. The result was much less pleasant and less
amiable to witness, but it showed, I think, a higher feeling of right
and wrong.
CHAPTER VI.
A Party in a Parlour.
The dinner which followed was not, the first part of it at least, a very
comfortable meal. Mrs. Murray herself was profoundly shaken by the
conference altogether. She was unable to say anything to her grandson
except the almost wild “No, lad; no, Edgar, my bonnie man!” with which
she had endeavoured to stop him at first. After this she had not uttered
a word. She had taken his hand between her old and worn hands, and
raised her face as if to God--praying for blessings on him? No--I do not
think her mind was capable of such an effort--she was looking up to the
Divine Friend who had been her refuge in everything these seventy years,
in a strange rapture of surprise and joy. How much part the sudden
change in her circumstances had to do with the joy, I cannot tell--very
little I think, infinitesimally little. “I have one son, one true son,
after all; heart of my heart, and soul of my soul!” This was the
predominating thought in her mind, the half-ecstatic feeling which
flooded her old being like sudden sunshine. Amid all the griefs and
disappointments to which such a soul is liable, there remains to one now
and then the tender and generous delight of seeing others do by her as
she would have done by them. How sweet it is; before all delight in
gifts, or even in affection! We think of the golden rule more often in
the way of a command, employing it to touch our own souls to languid
duty; but there are occasions when it is given back to us, so to speak,
in the way of recompense, vivified and quickened into rapture. This old
woman had practised it as she could all her life, and others had not
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