For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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done to her as she had done to them; but here, at the end of her
existence, came one--her reward, one heir of her nature, one issue of
her soul. Thus she had her glimpse of heaven in the very moment
of her lowest humiliation. She had done little personally for
him--little--nothing--except to harm him; but she had done much for
others, sacrificing herself that they might live, and the stranger, in
whose training she had had no hand, who had with her no link of union
but the mystic tie of blood, gave back to her full measure, heaped up,
and running over. I must leave to the imagination of the reader the keen
satisfaction and joy, sharp and poignant almost as pain, with which this
aged soul, worn out and weary, received full in her heart, all at once,
as by a shot or thunderbolt, the unthought of, unhoped-for recompense.
The men, as I have said, were the first to reconcile themselves to the
sudden revolution. If any thrill of shame came over them, it was
instantly quenched, and ceased to influence the hardened mail, beaten by
much vicissitude of weather, which covered them. The women were
thinner-skinned, so to speak, more easily touched in their pride, and
were sensible of the irony with which, half-consciously to himself,
Edgar had spoken. But, perhaps, the person most painfully affected of
all was the young doctor, who had listened to Edgar with a painful flush
on his face, and with a pang of jealous pain and shame, not easy to
bear. He went up to the old lady as soon as the discussion was over, and
sat down close by her, and held a long conversation in an undertone.
“Grandmother,” he said, the flush returning and covering his face with
painful heat, “you do not think me ungrateful or slow to interfere? You
know it is not want of will, but want of means. You know--”
“Charlie, was I asking anything, that you speak so to me? I know you
could not interfere. You are in their debt still, poor lad?”
“Yes, I am in their debt still. I don’t know how to get out of it; it
grinds me to the ground!” cried the young man. “But what can I do?”
Mrs. Murray patted his hand softly with her old worn fingers; but she
was silent, with that silence which the weak nature, eager for
approbation, but unable to make a bold effort after good, feels so
profoundly.
“You don’t say anything,” said Dr. Charles, with a mixture of petulance.
“You think I might have done more?”
“No, Charlie, no,” said the old woman; “as you say not. I would be glad
to see you free of this bondage; but you must know best yourself.”
“There is so much to do,” said the young doctor. “I must get a position.
I must make an appearance like others in my profession. So many things
are necessary that you never think of here in a country place; and you
know Margaret has no health to speak of. There is so much expense in
every way.”
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