For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
The old woman leant back in her chair, crossing her thin hands in her
lap; her musing eyes sought the hills outside and the gleam of the
water, her old, old counsellors, not the anxious face of the child at
her feet. She was but a farmer’s wife, a farmer herself, a lowly, homely
woman; but many a princess was less proud. She sat and looked at the
blue loch, and thought of the long succession of years in which she had
reigned as a queen in this humble house, a centre of beneficence, giving
to all. She had never shut her heart against the cry of the poor, she
who was poor herself; she had brought up children, she had entertained
strangers, she had done all that reigning princesses could do. For forty
years all who had any claim on her kindness had come to her
unhesitatingly in every strait. Silver and gold she had little, but
everything else she gave, the shelter of her house, her best efforts,
her ready counsel, her unfailing help. All this she had bestowed
munificently in her day; and now--had she come to the point when she
must confess that her day was over, when she must retire from her place,
giving way to others, and become dependent--she who had always been the
head of her house? I do not say that the feelings in the mind of this
old Sovereign about to be dethroned were entirely without admixture of
ignoble sentiment. It went to her heart to be dethroned. She said to
herself, with a proud attempt at philosophy, that it was the natural
fate, and that everything was as it ought to be. She tried to persuade
herself that a chair in the chimney-corner was all the world had
henceforth for her, and that her daughter and her daughter’s husband
would be kind--enough. But it went to her heart. She was making up her
mind to it as men make up their minds to martyrdom; and the effort was
bitter. I do not know whether it ever occurred to her painfully that she
herself, had she been in the fulness of her powers, would never have
suffered her old mother to be driven from that homely roof which she
loved--or if something whispered in her soul that she had done better by
her children than they were doing by her; but if such thoughts arose in
her mind, she dismissed them unembodied, with an exercise of her will,
which was as proud as it was strong. Her very pride prevented her from
assuming even to herself the appearance of a victim. “It is but the
natural end,” she said, stoically, trying to look her trouble in the
face. She was ready to accept it as the inevitable, rather than own to
herself that her children failed in their duty--rather than feel, much
less admit, that she had expected more of them than they were willing to
give.
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