For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
The cause of this deep but undisclosed pain was, that things had been
going badly for some time with the Castle Farm. Mrs. Murray herself was
growing old, and less strong than is necessary for a farmer, and she had
been absent for some time, a few years before, an absence which had
wrought much trouble in the homestead. These misfortunes had been
complicated, as was inevitable, by one or two cold springs and wet
autumns. It was October now, and the harvest was but accomplishing
itself slowly even on the level fields on the loch side. The higher
lying acres of corn land still lay in sickly yellow patches on the braes
behind the house, half-ripened, damp and sprouting, sodden with many a
rain-storm; a great part of the corn would be fit for nothing but
fodder, and what remained for the woman-farmer, unable to cope with
these difficulties as she once had done, before strength and courage
failed--what remained for her to do? She had made up her mind to abandon
the old house she loved--to sell all her belongings, the soft-eyed cows
whom she called by their names, and who came at her call like
children--and the standing crops, the farm implements, even her old
furniture, to denude herself of everything, and pay her debts, and
commit the end of her life to Providence. This had been the state of
affairs when she fell ill, and Edgar Earnshaw was summoned to come to
her, to receive her blessing and farewell. But then, in contradiction to
all her wishes, to all that was seemly and becoming, she did not die.
When she knew she was to get better, the old woman broke forth into
complainings such as had never been heard from her lips in her worst
moments. “To lead me forth so far on the way, and then to send me back
when the worst was over--me that must make the journey so soon, that
must begin all over again, maybe the morn!” she cried, with bitter tears
in her eyes. But Heaven’s decree is inexorable, whether it be for life
or death, and she had to consent to recover. It was then that Edgar, her
grandson, had made the proposal to settle upon her a little income which
he possessed, and which would secure her a peaceful end to her days in
her old home. That he should do this had filled her with poignant
emotions of joy and shame. The only one of her kith and kin whom she had
wronged, and he was the one to make her this amends. If she accepted it,
she would retain all that she desired--everything that was personally
important to her in this life. But she would denude him of his living.
He was young, learned (as she thought), accomplished (as she thought),
able “to put his hand to anything,” doubtless able to earn a great deal
more than that, did he choose to try. It might even be for his
advantage, as he said, to have the spur of necessity to force him into
exertion. All this was mingled together in her mind, the noble and
generous feeling that would rather suffer than harm another, rather die
than blame, mixed with sharp stings of pride and some sophistries of
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