For love and life; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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For love and life; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Poor Edgar! he might have rushed out of doors and taken to the first
manual work he could find as his heart bade him; but to go and solicit
somebody once more, and hang on and wait, dependent upon the
recollection or the caprice of some one or other who could give
employment, but might, out of mere wantonness, withhold it--this was
harder than any kind of work. He could dig, he felt, and would dig
willingly, or do any other thing that was hard and simple and
straightforward; but to beg for means of working he was ashamed; and
there seemed something so miserable, so full of the spirit of dependence
in having to wait on day by day doing nothing, waiting till something
might fall into his hands. How infinitely better off working men were,
he said to himself; not thinking that even the blessed working man, who
is free from the restraints and punctilios which bind gentlemen, has yet
to stand and wait, and ask for work too, with the best.
He went back to Mr. Parchemin that morning.
“I have been waiting for Lord Newmarch,” he said; “he promised me a post
about Christmas, and now he tells me there is just as much hope as
ever, but no more. I must do something else. Could you not take me in as
clerk in your own office? I should not mind a small salary to start
with; anything would do.”
Mr. Parchemin laughed, a dry and echoing “Ha, ha!” which was as dusty
and dry as his office.
“A strange clerk you would make,” he said, looking over his shoulder to
conceal his amusement. “Can you engross?”
“Of course not. How should I? But if a man were to try--”
“Do you know anything about the law? Of what possible use could you be
to us? No; you are a fancy article, entirely a fancy article.
Government,” said the old lawyer, “Government is the thing for you.”
“Government does not seem to see it in that light,” said Edgar. “I have
waited since October.”
“My dear Sir! October is but three months off. You can’t expect, like a
child, to have your wants supplied the moment you ask for anything. A
slice of cake may be given in that way, but not an appointment. You must
have patience, Mr. Earnshaw, you must have patience,” said the old man.
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