In Texas, while piloting his training tank, he had thought of the rags
and litter on the ground as the bodies of men. Excellent imagination.
Useless. Absurd. Such thinking had not hardened him. It was just
another kind of fear. Another kind of folly. His hands were still
trembling.
Nothing had prepared him for the first dead in Africa, that first week
in Africa, when men got crushed underneath his treads: then it had
seemed to him that he had crushed them himself, mashed then with his own
weight. He had dreamed then, for many nights, of arms and hands
struggling against pressure, faces blotted into nothingness. He had
longed to climb out of his machine, kill himself, go, go somewhere.
And now?
Beramet appeared on the road ahead ... palm trees, white one-story
buildings, olive trees, tamarisk.
Through radio transmission he knew that their tank forces were
pincering: the town was to be grabbed by nightfall.
Light shimmered in front, misty pools of it, mirage water, the
desert--port and starboard--was undulating with heat and light: heat,
combining a scab of dust, wavered over Beramet: a single point, a blue
minaret, broke through.
An MP slowed Dennison: standing beside his motorcycle, black glasses
over his eyes, tropic hat slapped down low, he seemed a little insane as
he swatted at flies. The dust on his cycle matched the dust on his
fatigues. Dust was approaching, trailing from a stream of converging
trucks, half-tracks, tanks, cars, and ambulances.
Dully, Orville stared at his compass ... so this was Beramet? Where, in
Beramet, would they stop, climb out, rest?
In a few minutes the compass began quivering: they were in the thick of
street fighting, Arabs dodging from house to house, Nazis firing from
doorways, windows, firing machine guns, firing rifles. GI’s opened a
front. A grenade exploded. Sand gushed up. Another grenade forced sand
through the visors and ports of the bus. Both Dennison and Landel
coughed violently. Dennison leaned forward, his back soaked, his arms
soaked, the cushion behind him clumsy, lumped.
Urine sloshed across the floor.
He forced his brain above the shaking tank and roar of fighting. Hell,
how lunatic, self-preservation and fear clawing each other. Eyes on the
street havoc, he moved his machine as directed. Sometimes he saw Arabs
firing, sometimes Nazis, sometimes smoke blotted everything. Something
crumbled and fell through dust. Blinding sunlight took over as the
Sherman crept forward.
Gradually through radio communications, through signals with Landel, he
became aware that the Beramet probe was almost over ... now he noticed
that his hand was scratched and he licked the scratch absently,
groggily. It seemed to him that it was some other person’s hand.
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