It seemed to him he was very old (these had been days not hours): in
this world there was only pain and everyone hoped to die. In this world
there was the torture of sound being tortured. Following a deserted
street, he observed death at the next corner, sitting on an oil drum.
He snarled at himself for having joined the Corps, for having thrown in
his lot with Landel. A concentration camp would have been better. Time
could never obliterate these memories. The brain was permanently
wounded. He tried but could not tap the future: he was too exhausted,
too hot--as Landel ordered "stop" Dennison doubled over, craving water:
he wanted to lie down in water: he wanted to die.
That night, sleeping in the open, death woke him. He woke shaking,
remembering, half-remembering ...
On Sunday, eleven tanks and two half-tracks were compelled to halt
because of gas shortage: they squirmed into a wadi below a hundred meter
red cliff topped by a single dead tree, an acacia that had been dead and
stark for fifty years or more.
Crewmen called the place "the dam" although there had been no water
there for many seasons. The dam was a low, concrete wall that crossed
the wadi. Its concrete apron bedded a few of the Shermans. Landel,
hoping the cliff might afford some protection, had suggested they make a
halt until supply tanks and trucks could catch up.
Flies were everywhere: they were inside the tanks; they were outside on
the treads, guns and turrets--on weeds, rocks, sand. They zoomed into
food the crews tried to eat. They crept over hands and faces and necks
as men tried to work. They bit. Singly and by the dozens, they came
from below, from above, left, right, and flew into eyes, ears, mouth.
Men slapped at them, swore at them, shouted at them.
They crawled over K-rations.
Dennison and Zinc, sharing rations, sprawled below the cliff, troubled
by the flies. Zinc poured cold coffee from a thermos. With a rag over
his face, Dennison was determined to rest as long as possible, doze
perhaps. He felt himself drift perhaps ten minutes: how long he never
knew.
A bomb hurled him, dragged him through gravel and sand.
Through a torn spot in the rag he saw the tree on top of the cliff fall;
he heard rocks and gravel avalanche onto the tanks, rocks and then a
dribble of sand.
A second bomber flew over but dropped no bombs.
In a kind of back-flash, he recognized that the second plane was a
reconnaissance plane, following their tell-tales across the desert.
Like infallible radar the ruts could lead bombers to "the dam."
Scrambling to his feet, dropping the rag, he raced for his tank.
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