SOPHIA: Why not candidly admit that what you require of me is the
renunciation of my inmost soul-life?
ESTELLA: But for one thing, I should admit even that. And that is, that
you always claim that your view is the more profound. I can readily
understand that people whose conceptions differ radically may still
meet in sympathy of feeling. But the nature of your ideas actually
forces upon you an inner assumption of a certain superiority. Others
can compare views and realize that they do indeed diverge towards
different standpoints, but they nevertheless stand related by an
equality of values. You, however, seem unable to do this. You regard
all other views as proceeding from a lower degree of human development.
SOPHIA: But you realize, I hope, from our previous discussions, that
those who think as I do, do not finally measure the character of man by
his opinions or by his knowledge. And while we consider our ideas such,
that without vital realization of them life has no valid foundations,
we nevertheless try most earnestly not to over-estimate the value of
the individual, who has been permitted to become an instrument for
the manifestation of this view of life.
ESTELLA: All that sounds very well, but it does not remove my one
suspicion. I cannot close my eyes to the fact, that a world-view
which ascribes to itself illimitable depth must needs lead by the
circuitous route of a mere appearance of such depth to a certain
superficiality. I rate our friendship too high to point out to you
those among your companions who, whilst they swear allegiance to your
ideas, yet display spiritual arrogance of the most unmitigated sort,
despite the fact that the barrenness and banality of their soul speaks
in their every word and in all their conduct. Nor do I wish to call
your attention to the callousness and lack of sympathy shown by so
many of your adherents towards their fellow men. The greatness of
your own soul has never permitted you to stand aloof from that which
daily life requires at the hands of the man whom we call good. And
yet the fact that you leave me alone on this occasion, when true and
artistic life comes to be voiced, shows me that your ideas too with
reference to this life are to a certain extent superficial--if you
will forgive my saying so.
SOPHIA: And wherein lies this superficiality?
ESTELLA: You ought to know. You have known me long enough to understand
how I have wrenched myself away from that manner of life, which,
day in and day out, only struggles to follow tradition and convention.
I have sought to understand why so many people suffer, as it seems,
undeservedly. I have tried to approach the heights and depths of
life. I have consulted the sciences, so far as I could, to learn what
they disclose.
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