Four Years in France: or, Narrative of an English Family's Residence there during that Period; Preceded by some Account of the Conversion of the Author to the Catholic FaithBeste, Henry Digby
Religion
Four Years in France: or, Narrative of an English Family's Residence there during that Period; Preceded by some Account of the Conversion of the Author to the Catholic Faith
Beste, Henry Digby
France -- Description and travel
"Religious persuasion" is a phrase bandied about by men who have no very
accurate notion of the sense in which they employ the words. One cannot
be persuaded of a truth: he may believe that to be true which is not so;
but then he judges it to be true,--he is not persuaded; one cannot even
be persuaded of a fact; the judgment and the senses are not to be
persuaded. In religion, a man either believes, or doubts, or rejects: if
he believe, his belief, on account of the supernatural authority to
which he submits himself, is called faith. But, if in religion there be
sects and parties, he may be persuaded by circumstances to choose one
party rather than another; but this is a persuasion that respects the
accessaries to religion, not the religion itself. If he adopt or profess
the religion, without believing it, he is a hypocrite. I have laid down
these principles by which to try my own conduct during my stay in
Magdalen College.
If I were conscious of any insincerity in my adherence to the church of
England, during this period, I would now declare it; I hold myself bound
to tell the truth, and not intentionally to lead the reader into any
misapprehension. I had certainly committed a great fault in not
prosecuting the inquiry begun by the reading of the Rheims Translation
of the New Testament: it was the fault of my boyhood,--a fault of which,
on human grounds even, I have but too much cause to repent. By not
bringing this inquiry, at that time, to the point to which I afterwards
brought it, I lost twelve years of my life, dating from seventeen years
old,--a time which might have been employed in diverting my education to
other purposes, in adopting and following another profession, and in
forming other connexions and friendships, than those which I have, of
course, forfeited by my conversion. But, during these twelve years,
excepting the last year only, passed in doubt and research, I firmly
believed that "the church of Rome had erred, not only in matters of
discipline, but also in matters of faith." Transubstantiation was the
great stumbling-block; and a church which had erred in so grave a
matter was not a teacher to be implicitly confided in. I thought
catholics were, not intentionally, but in fact, guilty of idolatry; and
I thought the sin pardonable in them on account of the intention. Having
once set myself at liberty to reject the authority of the church in
communion with the bishop of Rome, I followed, among the various
interpretations of which Scripture is capable, that given by the church
of England, judging it to be most reasonable. Not sufficiently
instructed in the distinction between matters of faith and questions of
discipline, I believed the differences and points in dispute between
these two portions of the catholic church, to be more numerous than they
really are.
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