Fräulein Schmidt and Mr. AnstrutherVon Arnim, Elizabeth
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Fräulein Schmidt and Mr. Anstruther
Von Arnim, Elizabeth
British -- Germany -- Fiction; Epistolary fiction; Germany -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
Does not my enthusiasm, my mountain energy, make you groan with the
deadly fatigue of him who has to listen and cannot share? I'll leave
off. My letter is growing unbecomingly fat. The air up here is so
bracing that my very unhappinesses seem after all full of zest, very
vocal, healthy griefs, really almost enjoying themselves. I'll go back
to my pots. I'm busy today, though you mightn't think it, making apple
jelly out of our very own apples. I'll go back to my pots and
forget--no, I won't make a feeble joke I was just going to make, because
of what I know your face would look like when you read it. After all, I
believe I'm more than a little bit frightened of you.
Yours sincerely,
ROSE-MARIE SCHMIDT.
XLVII
Galgenberg, Sept. 30th.
Dear Mr. Anstruther,--How nice of you to be so kind, to write so
consolingly, to be so patient in explaining where I am thinking wrong. I
burned the book in the kitchen fire, and felt great satisfaction in
clearing the house of its presence. You are right; I have no concern
with the body of a poet--all my concern is with his soul, and the two
shall be severely separated. I am glad you agree with me that poets
should be anonymous, but you seem to have even less hope that they ever
will be than I have. At least I pray that they may; you apparently take
no steps whatever to bring it about. You say that experience teaches
that we must not expect too much of gods; that the possible pangs of
posterity often leave them cold; that they are blind to the merits of
bushels, and discern neither honor nor profit in the use of those
vessels of extinguishment; you fear that they will not change, and you
exhort me to see to it that their weakness shall not be an occasion for
my stumbling. That is very sensible advice. But before your kind letter
came a few fresh autumn mornings had cleared a good deal of my first
dejection away. If the gods won't hide themselves I can after all shut
my eyes. If I may not rejoice in the divine in them with undistracted
attention I will try at least to get all the warmth I can from its
burning. And I can imitate my own dainty and diligent bees, and take
care to be absorbed only in their honey. You make me ashamed of my folly
in thinking I could never read Burns again now that I know about his
sins. I did secretly think so. I was sure of it. I felt quite sick to
see him tumbled from his altar into the mud. Your letter shows me that
once again I have been foolish. Why, it has verged on idiocy. I myself
have laughed at people in Jena, strictly pious people, who will not read
Goethe, who have a personally vindictive feeling against him because of
his different love-affairs, and I have listened astonished to the fury
with which the proposal of a few universal-minded persons to give Heine
a statue was opposed, and to the tone almost of hatred with which one
man whenever his name is mentioned calls out _Schmutzfink_. About our
poets I have been from the beginning quite sane. But yours were somehow
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