Frances Mary Buss and her work for educationRidley, Annie E.
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Frances Mary Buss and her work for education
Ridley, Annie E.
Buss, Frances Mary, 1827-1894
“On Saturday I go away with my father to Worthing. He has been
growing more and more feeble, and is a constant source of
anxiety. I feel that he needs me, and yet I cannot give up more
time to him than can be got on Sunday. But, you see, this means
Sunday as well as week-days. If you could peep in on me it would
be a pleasure to see your dear face. I think often of you in my
hurricane-speed life.”
“Feb. 11.
“My father is still very ill. It looks as if he were fading
away. He is so patient, gentle, and loving to us all, and
especially to me, that I can scarcely keep up.”
“Feb. 20.
“My heart is wrung with grief. My dear, dear father is, we
believe, sinking. I am going now to him, and shall stay in the
house. He likes to have my hand in his, and to speak faintly
from time to time of my mother. He tells me I alone can soothe
him as she did. He is very peaceful, and suffering no pain, but
he is too weak to help himself in the least.”
“Mar. 10.
“I am so sorry to know you are again ill. It makes me sigh. As
soon as I can I will call, but I am almost breaking down from
nervous prostration.
“My Liverpool journey, though likely to be useful, was trying.
It is full of my dear father.
“You cannot imagine how large a blank he has left in my life.
Only time can fill it up. He was the one person to whom I was
necessary, and to whom my presence always carried pleasure, and
I cannot get into the way of remembering that he is not.”
“Mar. 13.
“I am not well. Some old symptoms have returned, though not in a
bad form. I can get through the day, but my evenings and nights
are distressing. I am in a sort of anguish which does actually
seem to affect my heart. Yet I would not recall my dear, dear
father if I could. But nature must have some expression, and I
really loved him. Besides, I was nearest to him and closest to
him! Many things we understand better now.”
Knowing so well the power of a mother’s love, this daughter had grown
into that mother’s power of giving herself out, a power that is
universally felt as her chief characteristic. Here is a description of
her as she was at the time when this portrait is drawn—
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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