Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Duer, always moved by her innate emotional force and charm, whatever
other lack he had reason to bewail, gazed before him in startled
sympathy, astonishment, pain, wonder, for he was seeing very clearly
and keenly in these echoing sounds what the trouble was. She was
feeling neglected, outclassed, unconsidered, helpless; and because it
was more or less true it was frightening and wounding her. She was,
for the first time no doubt, beginning to feel the tragedy of life,
its uncertainty, its pathos and injury, as he so often had. Hitherto
her home, her relatives and friends had more or less protected her
from that, for she had come from a happy home, but now she was out and
away from all that and had only him. Of course she had been neglected.
He remembered that now. It was partly his fault, partly the fault of
surrounding conditions. But what could he do about it? What say? People
had conditions fixed for them in this world by their own ability.
Perhaps he should not have married her at all, but how should he
comfort her in this crisis? How say something that would ease her soul?
“Why, Margie,” he said seriously, “you know that’s not true! You know
you’re not dull. Your manners and your taste and your style are as good
as those of anybody. Who has hinted that they aren’t? What has come
over you? Who has been saying anything to you? Have I done anything?
If so, I’m sorry!” He had a guilty consciousness of misrepresenting
himself and his point of view even while saying this, but kindness,
generosity, affection, her legal right to his affection, as he now
thought, demanded it.
“No! No!” she exclaimed brokenly and without ceasing her tears. “It
isn’t you. It isn’t anybody. It’s me--just me! That’s what’s the matter
with me. I’m dull; I’m not stylish; I’m not attractive. I don’t know
anything about music or books or people or anything. I sit and listen,
but I don’t know what to say. People talk to you--they hang on your
words--but they haven’t anything to say to me. They can’t talk to me,
and I can’t talk to them. It’s because I don’t know anything--because
I haven’t anything to say! Oh dear! Oh dear!” and she beat her thin,
artistic little hands on the shoulders of his coat.
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