Lives such as hers prove something.... The kingdom of God belongs not
to the most enlightened but to the best; and the best man is the most
unselfish man. Humble, constant, voluntary self-sacrifice--this is
what constitutes the true dignity of man.... Society rests upon
conscience and not upon science. Civilization is, first and foremost,
a moral thing.
He first passes judgment on Goethe, and then afterward checks himself:
He [Goethe] has so little soul. His way of understanding love,
religion, duty, and patriotism has something mean and repulsive in it.
There is no ardor, no generosity, in him. A secret barrenness, an
ill-concealed egotism, makes itself felt through all the wealth and
flexibility of his talent.
One must never be too hasty in judging these complex natures.
Completely lacking as he is in the sense of obligation and of sin,
Goethe nevertheless finds his way to seriousness through dignity.
Greek sculpture has been his school of virtue.
Under date 1874, Amiel asks a question and answers it. He had before
said, "My creed has melted away":
_Is_ there a particular Providence directing all the circumstances of
our life, and therefore imposing all our trials upon us for
educational ends? Is this heroic faith compatible with our actual
knowledge of the laws of nature? Scarcely. But what this faith makes
objective we may hold as subjective truth.... What he [the moral
being] cannot change he calls the will of God, and to will what God
wills brings him peace.
A melancholy fall from his earlier state! A whole sky between such
conscious false motions toward self-deceiving and the victory which
overcomes the world, even our faith. Amiel had now definitely lost his
health.
Toward the end, occurs this striking and illuminating word about one of
the worst of human passions:
Jealousy is a terrible thing. It resembles love, only it is precisely
love's contrary. Instead of wishing for the welfare of the object
loved, it desires the dependence of that object upon itself, and its
own triumph. Love is the forgetfulness of self; jealousy is the most
passionate form of egotism, the glorification of a despotic, exacting,
and vain ego, which can neither forget nor subordinate itself. The
contrast is perfect.
Doubting Amiel still thinks that Christ is better than Buddha:
Sorrow is the most tremendous of all realities in the sensible world,
but the transfiguration of sorrow, after the manner of Christ, is a
more beautiful solution of the problem than the extirpation of sorrow,
after the method of Cakyamouni [Buddha].
Amiel was a naturally noble spirit, not equal to making for himself the
career that he needed. But the right career, made for him, would have
left to history and to literature a very different man from the writer
of Amiel's "Journal."
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