American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
At breakfast he drove Betty distracted with orders and counter-orders
about egg-boiling and toast-making, after eating which, he drew on a
pair of creaking boots and an overcoat, and mounted to his wife’s room,
to go through the ceremony of inquiring “how she was,” holding the door
open for the cold wind to blow upon the invalid, while he received the
faint “Easy, thank you,” from lips that contracted with pain, as the
door closed after him in no gentle manner.
No thought of his children disturbed Mr. Wade’s equanimity. He did not
see, day by day, the sorrowful face of his daughter lifted to his, as if
in search of sympathy; nor notice the tip-toe steps of the playful
little Neddy, as he passed to and fro, with messages from Mrs. Hereford
to Betty.
“It’s infamous!” said the latter, slamming herself down in one of the
kitchen chairs. “_Is_ that man made of flesh and blood, or is he not?
All last night, Mrs. Wade sat up in bed, with that dreadful distress for
breath, tossing her arms up over her head, and that man snoring away
like the seven sleepers. It’s infamous! Now, I’m no eaves-dropper: I
scorn it; but I was in the kitchen this morning, and the slide was open
through the closet into the basement, and I heard Mrs. Hereford say to
her husband, who had called to inquire after Mrs. Wade: ‘Oh, James,
James, how can I love or respect my father?’ and she sobbed as if her
heart would break; and then she told him that the doctor had ordered
some kind of drugs to be burned in Mrs. Wade’s room to help her
breathing--something expensive--I don’t remember the name, and Mr. Wade
said the doctor was an old granny, and it was a useless expense, and
wouldn’t give his daughter the money for it. When Mrs. Hereford had
finished telling, I heard her husband say a word I never expected to
hear out of his mouth, and he kissed his wife, and handing her his
pocket-book, told her to get whatever was necessary. Oh, dear; the Bible
says, ‘Honor your parents;’ but whether such a man as that _is_ a
parent? that’s the question. Some of the ministers must settle it; I
can’t. But it never will be clear to me that bringing a child into the
world makes a parent. I don’t care what they say; it’s clear as
day-light that the Lord meant that after that they should see ’em safe
through it, no matter how much trouble turns up for ’em. When I’m
married, if I ever am, I’ll say this to my young ones: ‘Now look here;
tell me every thing. If you are sorry, tell me; if you are glad, tell
me; if you are wicked, tell me; and I never, never, will turn away from
you, no more than I want God to turn away from me. And if you break
God’s laws and man’s laws, as I hope you won’t--if you love Him and
me--still, I never will shut my door in your face, _no matter what you
do_, no more than I want my Maker to shut heaven’s door in mine.’ Now,
that’s my notion of a parent. Whether I shall ever have a chance to
carry it out or not--that’s another thing; but as sure as I do, there’s
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