Now, two hundred yards is a short distance as measurement goes, but
into those two hundred yards through the chaos of wrecked wood the
Corporal packed as much suffering, as dragging a passage of time, as
many tortures of hope and fear and pain, as would fill an ordinary
lifetime. Every yard was a desperate struggle, every fallen tree-trunk,
each tangle of fallen branch, was a cruel problem to be solved, a
pain-racked and laborious effort to overcome. A score of times he
collapsed and lay panting, and resigned himself to abandoning the
struggle; and a score of times he roused himself and fought down
numbing pain, and raised himself on trembling arms and knees to crawl
again, to wriggle through the wreckage, to hoist himself over some
obstacle, to fight his way on for another yard or two.
Every conscious thought was busied only and solely with the problems
of his passage that presented themselves one by one, but at the back
of his mind some self-working reason or instinct held him to his
direction, took heed of what went on around him, guided him in action
other than that immediately concerned with his passage. When, for
instance, he came to a deep trench cutting across his path, he sat long
with his whole mind occupied on the question as to whether he should
move to right or left, whether the broken place half a dozen yards off
the one way or the more completely broken one a dozen yards the other
would be the best to make for, scanning this way down and that way up,
a litter of barbed wire here and a barrier of broken branches there;
and yet, without even lifting his mind from the problem, he was aware
of grey coats moving along the trench towards him, had sense enough
to drop flat and lie huddled and still until the Germans had passed.
And that second mind again advised him against crawling down into the
trench and making his easier way along it, because it was too probable
it would be in use as a passage for Germans, wounded and unwounded.
He turned and moved slowly along the edge of the trench at last, and
held to it for some distance, because the parapet raised along its edge
held up many of the fallen trees and branches enough to let him creep
under them. That advantage was discounted to some extent by the number
of dead bodies that lay heaped on or under the parapet and told of the
struggles and the fierce fighting that had passed for possession of
the trench, but on the whole the dead men were less difficult to pass
than the clutching, wrenching fingers of the dead wood. The pains in
his head, shoulder, and side had by now dulled down to a dead numbness,
but his broken leg never ceased to burn and stab with red-hot needles
of agony; and for all the splints encasing it and despite all the care
he took, there was hardly a yard of his passage that was not marked by
some wrenching catch on his foot, some jarring shock or grind and grate
of the broken bones.
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