He lost count of time, he lost count of distance, but he kept on
crawling. He was utterly indifferent to the turmoil of the guns, to the
rush and yell of the near-falling shells, the crash of their bursts,
the whirr of the flying splinters. When he had been well and whole
these things would have brought his heart to his mouth, would have set
him ducking and dodging and shrinking. Now he paid them no fraction of
his absorbed attention. But to the distinctive and rising sounds of
bursting grenades, to the sharp whip and whistle of rifle bullets about
him and through the leaves and twigs, he gave eager attention because
they told him he was nearing his goal, was coming at last to somewhere
near the fringe of the fighting. His limbs were trembling under him, he
was throbbing with pain from head to foot, his head was swimming and
his vision was blurred and dim, and at last he was forced to drop and
lie still and fight to recover strength to move, and sense to direct
his strength. His mind cleared slowly, and he saw at last that he had
come to a slightly clearer part of the wood, to a portion nearer its
edge where the trees had thinned a little and where the full force of
the shell blast had wrecked and re-wrecked and torn fallen trunks and
branches to fragments.
But although his mind had recovered, his body had not. He found he
could barely raise himself on his shaking arms—had not the strength to
crawl another yard. He tried and tried again, moved no more than bare
inches, and had to drop motionless again.
And there he lay and watched a fresh attack launched by the British
into the wood, heard and saw the tornado of shell-fire that poured
crashing and rending and shattering into the trees, watched the khaki
figures swarm forward through the smoke, the spitting flames of the
rifles, the spurting fire and smoke of the flung grenades. He still
lay on the edge of the broken trench along which he had crept, and he
could just make out that this ran off at an angle away from him and
that it was held by the Germans, and formed probably the point of the
British attack. He watched the attack with consuming eagerness, hope
flaming high as he saw the khaki line press forward, sinking again to
leaden depths as it halted or held or swayed back. To him the attack
was an affair much more vital than the taking of the trench, the
advance by a few score yards of the British line. To him it meant that
a successful advance would bring him again within the British lines,
its failure leave him still within the German.
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