But Grace was in no mood for poetry--even a lover's. She let her head
drop upon his shoulder, and then said--
"You must go on, dear, and leave me here."
"Grace!"
"Yes, Philip! I can live till you come back. I fear no danger now. I am
so much better off than _they_ are!"
A few tears dropped on his hand. Philip winced. Perhaps it was his
conscience; perhaps there was something in the girl's tone, perhaps
because she had once before spoken in the same way, but it jarred upon a
certain quality in his nature which he was pleased to call his "common
sense." Philip really believed himself a high-souled, thoughtless,
ardent, impetuous temperament, saved only from destruction by the
occasional dominance of this quality.
For a moment he did not speak. He thought how, at the risk of his own
safety, he had snatched this girl from terrible death; he thought how he
had guarded her through their perilous journey, taking all the burdens
upon himself; he thought how happy he had made her--how she had even
admitted her happiness to him; he thought of her present helplessness,
and how willing he was to delay the journey on her account; he dwelt
even upon a certain mysterious, ill-defined but blissful future with him
to which he was taking her; and yet here, at the moment of their
possible deliverance, she was fretting about two dying people, who,
without miraculous interference, would be dead before she could reach
them. It was part of Philip's equitable self-examination--a fact of
which he was very proud--that he always put himself in the position of
the person with whom he differed, and imagined how _he_ would act under
the like circumstances. Perhaps it is hardly necessary to say that
Philip always found that his conduct under those conditions would be
totally different. In the present instance, putting himself in Grace's
position, he felt that he would have abandoned all and everything for a
love and future like hers. That she did not was evidence of a moral
deficiency or a blood taint. Logic of this kind is easy and irrefutable.
It has been known to obtain even beyond the Sierras, and with people who
were not physically exhausted. After a pause he said to Grace, in a
changed voice--
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