"Let us talk plainly for a few moments, Grace, and understand each other
before we go forward or backward. It is five days since we left the hut;
were we even certain of finding our wandering way back again, we could
not reach them before another five days had elapsed; by that time all
will be over. They have either been saved or are beyond the reach of
help. This sounds harsh, Grace, but it is no harsher than the fact. Had
we stayed, we would, without helping them, have only shared their fate.
I might have been in your brother's place, you in your sister's. It is
our fortune, not our fault, that we are not dying with them. It has been
willed that you and I should be saved. It might have been willed that we
should have perished in our attempts to succour them, and that relief
which came to _them_ would have never reached _us_."
Grace was no logician, and could not help thinking that if Philip had
said this before, she would not have left the hut. But the masculine
reader will, I trust, at once detect the irrelevance of the feminine
suggestion, and observe that it did not refute Philip's argument. She
looked at him with a half frightened air. Perhaps it was the tears that
dimmed her eyes, but his few words seemed to have removed him to a great
distance, and for the first time a strange sense of loneliness came over
her. She longed to reach her yearning arms to him again, but with this
feeling came a sense of shame that she had not felt before.
Philip noticed her hesitation, and half interpreted it. He let her
passive head fall.
"Perhaps we had better wait until we are ourselves out of danger before
we talk of helping others," he said with something of his old
bitterness. "This accident may keep us here some days, and we know not
as yet where we are. Go to sleep now," he said more kindly, "and in the
morning we will see what can be done."
Grace sobbed herself to sleep! Poor, poor Grace! She had been looking
for this opportunity of speaking about herself--about their future. This
was to have been the beginning of her confidence about Dr. Devarges's
secret; she would have told him frankly all the doctor had said, even
his suspicions of Philip himself. And then Philip would have been sure
to have told her his plans, and they would have gone back with help, and
Philip would have been a hero whom Gabriel would have instantly
recognised as the proper husband for Grace, and they would have all been
very happy. And now they were all dead, and had died, perhaps, cursing
her, and--Philip--Philip had not kissed her good-night, and was sitting
gloomily under a tree!
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