France -- Social life and customs -- 18th century -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
"I was only trying to carry out your own idea, and to get at the truth
with regard to our situation. If our love is worth a straw, we needn't
be afraid of that. Isn't it true--blessedly true, perhaps, for all I
know--that you shrink a little from taking me as I am? Except for my
character, I'm so little! It's impossible to be less of a _personage._
You can't quite reconcile it to your dignity to love a nobody, so you
fling over your weakness a veil of mystery and romance and exaltation.
You regard your passion, perhaps, as more of an escapade, an adventure,
than it needs to be."
"My 'nobody,'" said Mlle. de Bergerac, gently, "is a very wise man, and
a great philosopher. I don't understand a word you say."
"Ah, so much the better!" said Coquelin with a little laugh.
"Will you promise me," pursued the young girl, "never again by word or
deed to allude to the difference of our birth? If you refuse, I shall
consider you an excellent pedagogue, but no lover."
"Will you in return promise me--"
"Promise you what?"
Coquelin was standing before her, looking at her, with folded arms.
"Promise me likewise to forget it!"
Mlle. de Bergerac stared a moment, and also rose to her feet. "Forget
it! Is this generous?" she cried. "Is it delicate? I had pretty well
forgot it, I think, on that dreadful day at Fossy!" Her voice trembled
and swelled; she burst into tears. Coquelin attempted to remonstrate,
but she motioned him aside, and swept out of the room.
It must have been a very genuine passion between these two, you'll
observe, to allow this handling without gloves. Only a plant of hardy
growth could have endured this chilling blast of discord and
disputation. Ultimately, indeed, its effect seemed to have been to
fortify and consecrate their love. This was apparent several days later;
but I know not what manner of communication they had had in the
interval. I was much better, but I was still weak and languid. Mlle. de
Bergerac brought me my breakfast in bed, and then, having helped me to
rise and dress, led me out into the garden, where she had caused a chair
to be placed in the shade. While I sat watching the bees and
butterflies, and pulling the flowers to pieces, she strolled up and down
the alley close at hand, taking slow stitches in a piece of embroidery.
We had been so occupied about ten minutes, when Coquelin came towards us
from his lodge,--by appointment, evidently, for this was a roundabout
way to the house. Mlle. de Bergerac met him at the end of the path,
where I could not hear what they said, but only see their gestures. As
they came along together, she raised both hands to her ears, and shook
her head with vehemence, as if to refuse to listen to what he was
urging. When they drew near my resting-place, she had interrupted him.
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