France -- Social life and customs -- 18th century -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
"No, no, no!" she cried, "I will never forget it to my dying day. How
should I? How can I look at you without remembering it? It's in your
face, your figure, your movements, the tones of your voice. It's
you,--it's what I love in you! It was that which went through my heart
that day at Fossy. It was the look, the tone, with which you called the
place horrible; it was your bitter plebeian hate. When you spoke of the
misery and baseness of your race, I could have cried out in an anguish
of love! When I contradicted you, and pretended that I prized and
honored all these tokens of your servitude,--just heaven! you know now
what my words were worth!"
Coquelin walked beside her with his hands clasped behind him, and his
eyes fixed on the ground with a look of repressed sensibility. He passed
his poor little convalescent pupil without heeding him. When they came
down the path again, the young girl was still talking with the same
feverish volubility.
"But most of all, the first day, the first hour, when you came up the
avenue to my brother! I had never seen any one like you. I had seen
others, but you had something that went to my soul. I devoured you with
my eyes,--your dusty clothes, your uncombed hair, your pale face, the
way you held yourself not to seem tired. I went down on my knees, then;
I haven't been up since."
The poor girl, you see, was completely possessed by her passion, and yet
she was in a very strait place. For her life she wouldn't recede; and
yet how was she to advance? There must have been an odd sort of
simplicity in her way of bestowing her love; or perhaps you'll think it
an odd sort of subtlety. It seems plain to me now, as I tell the story,
that Coquelin, with his perfect good sense, was right, and that there
was, at this moment, a large element of romance in the composition of
her feelings. She seemed to feel no desire to realize her passion. Her
hand was already bestowed; fate was inexorable. She wished simply to
compress a world of bliss into her few remaining hours of freedom.
The day after this interview in the garden I came down to dinner; on the
next I sat up to supper, and for some time afterwards, thanks to my
aunt's preoccupation of mind. On rising from the table, my father left
the château; my mother, who was ailing, returned to her room. Coquelin
disappeared, under pretence of going to his own apartments; but, Mlle.
de Bergerac having taken me into the drawing-room and detained me there
some minutes, he shortly rejoined us.
"Great heaven, mademoiselle, this must end!" he cried, as he came into
the room. "I can stand it no longer."
"Nor can I," said my aunt. "But I have given my word."
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