Spanish fiction -- Translations into English; Spanish poetry -- Translations into English
'From the feigned stanzas to Blanca, which I have told you I repeated
to Timbrio, he was satisfied that my pain proceeded not from love
of Nisida, but of her sister; and with this assurance, begging my
forgiveness for the false idea he had had about me, he again entrusted
me with his cure; and so I, forgetful of my own, did not neglect in
the least what concerned his. Some days passed, during which fortune
did not show me an opportunity as open as I could wish for disclosing
to Nisida the truth of my thoughts, though she kept asking me how it
was going with my friend in his love-affair, and if his lady as yet
had any knowledge of it. In reply to this I said to her that the fear
of offending her still kept me from venturing to tell her anything;
whereat Nisida was very angry, calling me coward and of little sense,
and adding to this that since I was playing the coward, either Timbrio
did not feel the grief I reported of him, or I was not so true a
friend of his as I said. All this induced me to make up my mind and
reveal myself at the first opportunity, which I did one day when she
was alone. She listened with strange silence to all I had to say to
her, and I, as best I could, extolled to her Timbrio's worth, and the
true love he had for her, which was so strong that it had brought me
to take up so lowly a pursuit as that of a buffoon, merely to have
an opportunity of telling her what I was telling her. To these I
added other reasonings which Nisida must needs have thought were not
without reason; but she would not show by words then what she could
not afterwards keep concealed by deeds; rather with dignity and rare
modesty she reproved my boldness, rebuked my daring, blamed my words
and daunted my confidence, but not in such a way as to banish me
from her presence, which was what I feared most; she merely ended by
telling me to have henceforward more regard for what was due to her
modesty, and to see to it that the artifice of my false dress should
not be discovered--an ending this which closed and finished the tragedy
of my life, since I understood thereby that Nisida would give ear
to Timbrio's plaints. In what breast could or can be contained the
extremity of grief that was then concealed in mine, since the end of
its greatest desire was the finish and end of its happiness? I was
gladdened by the good beginning I had given to Timbrio's cure, and this
gladness redounded to my hurt, for it seemed to me, as was the truth,
that, on seeing Nisida in another's power, my own was ended. Oh mighty
force of true friendship, how far dost thou extend! how far didst thou
constrain me! since I myself, impelled by thy constraint, by my own
contriving whetted the knife which was to cut short my hopes, which,
dying in my soul, lived and revived in Timbrio's, when he learned
from me all that had passed with Nisida. But her way with him and me
was so coy that she never showed at all that she was pleased with my
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