"I cannot answer the last question," replied Father Paul, "and the first
only in part. I am now, like yourself, an exile, for my life will not
be worth an hour’s purchase when the archbishop hears of my heresy. My
plan is first to go with you to London, see my sister, Lady Katharine’s
mother, and convey her and her children to a place of safety; then to
join Lord Cobham in Wales, and there, under him and other godly men,
learn more of these glorious truths, for I am but a child in the true
knowledge, and have much to unlearn, as well as to learn. After that,
if God will grant to me, so unworthy, the privilege of preaching his
good tidings, I will go about the country and seek to lead home some of
his lost sheep by telling them how I was restored."
"That was Hubert’s great desire," said Geoffrey rather sadly; "but God
thought otherwise."
"Nay, there you mistake," replied the Father with emotion. "I have
stood in many pulpits and pronounced many discourses, for men say I have
the gift of an eloquent tongue; but as I look back on them all, I cannot
remember that one has been the means of saving a single soul. I have
bidden men subdue the flesh by penance--never the spirit by penitence; I
have taught sinners to seek a release from the consequences of their
crimes in the cloister, in pilgrimages, in costly offerings, but I have
never directed them to the Lamb of God that taketh away the sin of the
world. I have taught my people to fear the wrath of the church, but
never warned them to prepare for the judgment of God. Oh! my burden is
heavy, heavy! Be thankful, my son, that you are spared from knowing
that thousands have gone down to the grave depending on your false
teaching. A blind leader of the blind I had been for nearly half a
century, until a few words from the lips of a child taught me myself.
What I now am, whatever hereafter God will permit me to do for my
fellow-sinners, will all be owing to your brother.
"And not to me alone has he unfolded the truth as it is in Jesus. His
holy life and death have left lessons behind whose effects only God can
know. Even Mother Beatrice seems softened, and I have left with her a
few simple truths and searching questions which may, through God’s
blessing, work to her eternal profit. And poor Dick, how changed he
seems! How wonderful is this doctrine of Christ’s righteousness atoning
for sin without any effort on our part but that of accepting it! That
is the only thing which can heal the festering, cankering wounds of
remorse. How glorious is the liberty wherewith Christ has made us
free!"
*CHAPTER XXII.*
_*Meeting and Parting.*_
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