Transcribed from the 1905 Chapman and Hall “Hard Times and Reprinted
Pieces” edition by David Price, email ccx074@pglaf.org
GEORGE SILVERMAN’S EXPLANATION
FIRST CHAPTER
IT happened in this wise—
But, sitting with my pen in my hand looking at those words again, without
descrying any hint in them of the words that should follow, it comes into
my mind that they have an abrupt appearance. They may serve, however, if
I let them remain, to suggest how very difficult I find it to begin to
explain my explanation. An uncouth phrase: and yet I do not see my way
to a better.
SECOND CHAPTER
IT happened in _this_ wise—
But, looking at those words, and comparing them with my former opening, I
find they are the self-same words repeated. This is the more surprising
to me, because I employ them in quite a new connection. For indeed I
declare that my intention was to discard the commencement I first had in
my thoughts, and to give the preference to another of an entirely
different nature, dating my explanation from an anterior period of my
life. I will make a third trial, without erasing this second failure,
protesting that it is not my design to conceal any of my infirmities,
whether they be of head or heart.
THIRD CHAPTER
NOT as yet directly aiming at how it came to pass, I will come upon it by
degrees. The natural manner, after all, for God knows that is how it
came upon me.
My parents were in a miserable condition of life, and my infant home was
a cellar in Preston. I recollect the sound of father’s Lancashire clogs
on the street pavement above, as being different in my young hearing from
the sound of all other clogs; and I recollect, that, when mother came
down the cellar-steps, I used tremblingly to speculate on her feet having
a good or an ill-tempered look,—on her knees,—on her waist,—until finally
her face came into view, and settled the question. From this it will be
seen that I was timid, and that the cellar-steps were steep, and that the
doorway was very low.
Mother had the gripe and clutch of poverty upon her face, upon her
figure, and not least of all upon her voice. Her sharp and high-pitched
words were squeezed out of her, as by the compression of bony fingers on
a leathern bag; and she had a way of rolling her eyes about and about the
cellar, as she scolded, that was gaunt and hungry. Father, with his
shoulders rounded, would sit quiet on a three-legged stool, looking at
the empty grate, until she would pluck the stool from under him, and bid
him go bring some money home. Then he would dismally ascend the steps;
and I, holding my ragged shirt and trousers together with a hand (my only
braces), would feint and dodge from mother’s pursuing grasp at my hair.
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