It was quite an ordinary interview in the Fareway Park but they talked
easily together for some time: like takes to like, and they had many
points of resemblance. Said Mr. Granville to me, when he and I sat at
our supper that night, ‘Miss Fareway is remarkably beautiful, sir,
remarkably engaging. Don’t you think so?’ ‘I think so,’ said I. And I
stole a glance at him, and saw that he had reddened and was thoughtful.
I remember it most vividly, because the mixed feeling of grave pleasure
and acute pain that the slight circumstance caused me was the first of a
long, long series of such mixed impressions under which my hair turned
slowly gray.
I had not much need to feign to be subdued; but I counterfeited to be
older than I was in all respects (Heaven knows! my heart being all too
young the while), and feigned to be more of a recluse and bookworm than I
had really become, and gradually set up more and more of a fatherly
manner towards Adelina. Likewise I made my tuition less imaginative than
before; separated myself from my poets and philosophers; was careful to
present them in their own light, and me, their lowly servant, in my own
shade. Moreover, in the matter of apparel I was equally mindful; not
that I had ever been dapper that way; but that I was slovenly now.
As I depressed myself with one hand, so did I labour to raise Mr.
Granville with the other; directing his attention to such subjects as I
too well knew interested her, and fashioning him (do not deride or
misconstrue the expression, unknown reader of this writing; for I have
suffered!) into a greater resemblance to myself in my solitary one strong
aspect. And gradually, gradually, as I saw him take more and more to
these thrown-out lures of mine, then did I come to know better and better
that love was drawing him on, and was drawing her from me.
So passed more than another year; every day a year in its number of my
mixed impressions of grave pleasure and acute pain; and then these two,
being of age and free to act legally for themselves, came before me hand
in hand (my hair being now quite white), and entreated me that I would
unite them together. ‘And indeed, dear tutor,’ said Adelina, ‘it is but
consistent in you that you should do this thing for us, seeing that we
should never have spoken together that first time but for you, and that
but for you we could never have met so often afterwards.’ The whole of
which was literally true; for I had availed myself of my many business
attendances on, and conferences with, my lady, to take Mr. Granville to
the house, and leave him in the outer room with Adelina.
[Picture: And then these two came before me, hand in hand, and entreated
me that I would unite them]
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