I knew that my lady would object to such a marriage for her daughter, or
to any marriage that was other than an exchange of her for stipulated
lands, goods, and moneys. But looking on the two, and seeing with full
eyes that they were both young and beautiful; and knowing that they were
alike in the tastes and acquirements that will outlive youth and beauty;
and considering that Adelina had a fortune now, in her own keeping; and
considering further that Mr. Granville, though for the present poor, was
of a good family that had never lived in a cellar in Preston; and
believing that their love would endure, neither having any great
discrepancy to find out in the other,—I told them of my readiness to do
this thing which Adelina asked of her dear tutor, and to send them forth,
husband and wife, into the shining world with golden gates that awaited
them.
It was on a summer morning that I rose before the sun to compose myself
for the crowning of my work with this end; and my dwelling being near to
the sea, I walked down to the rocks on the shore, in order that I might
behold the sun in his majesty.
The tranquillity upon the deep, and on the firmament, the orderly
withdrawal of the stars, the calm promise of coming day, the rosy
suffusion of the sky and waters, the ineffable splendour that then burst
forth, attuned my mind afresh after the discords of the night. Methought
that all I looked on said to me, and that all I heard in the sea and in
the air said to me, ‘Be comforted, mortal, that thy life is so short.
Our preparation for what is to follow has endured, and shall endure, for
unimaginable ages.’
I married them. I knew that my hand was cold when I placed it on their
hands clasped together; but the words with which I had to accompany the
action I could say without faltering, and I was at peace.
They being well away from my house and from the place after our simple
breakfast, the time was come when I must do what I had pledged myself to
them that I would do,—break the intelligence to my lady.
I went up to the house, and found my lady in her ordinary business-room.
She happened to have an unusual amount of commissions to intrust to me
that day; and she had filled my hands with papers before I could
originate a word.
‘My lady,’ I then began, as I stood beside her table.
‘Why, what’s the matter?’ she said quickly, looking up.
‘Not much, I would fain hope, after you shall have prepared yourself, and
considered a little.’
‘Prepared myself; and considered a little! You appear to have prepared
_yourself_ but indifferently, anyhow, Mr. Silverman.’ This mighty
scornfully, as I experienced my usual embarrassment under her stare.
Said I, in self-extenuation once for all, ‘Lady Fareway, I have but to
say for myself that I have tried to do my duty.’
‘For yourself?’ repeated my lady. ‘Then there are others concerned, I
see. Who are they?’
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