Belgian essays (French) -- Translations into English; Death
“Yes, his body is over there; and I have even a photograph of his grave.
Let me show it to you. See, that cross on the left, the fourth cross:
that is where he is lying. One of his friends, who buried him, sent me
this card and gave me all the details. He suffered no pain. There was
not even a death-struggle. And he has told me so himself. He is quite
astonished that death should be so easy, so slight a thing.... You do not
understand? Yes, I see what it is: you are just as I used to be, as all
the others are. I do not explain the matter to the others; what would be
the use? They do not wish to understand. But you, you will understand. He
is more alive than he ever was; he is free and happy. He does just as he
likes. He tells me that one cannot imagine what a release death is, what
a weight it removes from you, nor the joy which it brings. He comes to
see me when I call him. He loves especially to come in the evening; and
we chat as we used to. He has not altered; he is just as he was on the
day when he went away, only younger, stronger, handsomer. We have never
been happier, more united, nearer to one another. He divines my thoughts
before I utter them. He knows everything; he sees everything; but he
cannot tell me everything he knows. He maintains that I must be wanting
to follow him and that I must wait for my hour. And, while I wait, we are
living in a happiness greater than that which was ours before the war, a
happiness which nothing can ever trouble again....”
Those about her pitied the poor woman; and, as she did not weep, as she
was gay and smiling, they believed her mad.
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