Belgian essays (French) -- Translations into English; Death
That is where we stand. For us, death is the one event that counts in
our life and in our universe. It is the point whereat all that escapes
our vigilance unites and conspires against our happiness. The more our
thoughts struggle to turn away from it, the closer do they press around
it. The more we dread it, the more dreadful it becomes, for it but
thrives upon our fears. He who seeks to forget it has his memory filled
with it; he who tries to shun it meets naught else. It clouds everything
with its shadow. But though we think of death incessantly, we do so
unconsciously, without learning to know death. We compel our attention
to turn its back upon it, instead of going to it with uplifted head.
All the forces which might avail to face death we exhaust in averting
our will from it. We deliver it into the groping hands of instinct and
we grant it not one hour of our intelligence. Is it surprising that the
idea of death, which should be the most perfect and the most luminous
of ideas—being the most persistent and the most inevitable—remains the
flimsiest and the only one that is a laggard? How should we know the one
power which we never look in the face? How could it have profited by
gleams kindled only to help us escape it? To fathom its abysses, we wait
until the most enfeebled, the most disordered moments of our life arrive.
We do not begin to think of death until we have no longer the strength,
I will not say, to think, but even to breathe. A man returning among us
from another century would have difficulty in recognizing, in the depths
of a present-day soul, the image of his gods, of his duty, of his love
or of his universe; but the figure of death, when everything has changed
around it and when even that which composes it and upon which it depends
has vanished, he would find almost untouched, rough-drawn as it was by
our fathers, hundreds, nay, thousands of years ago. Our intelligence,
grown so bold and active, has not worked upon this figure, has not, so to
speak, retouched it in any way. Though we may no longer believe in the
tortures of the damned, all the vital cells of the most sceptical among
us are still steeped in the appalling mystery of the Hebrew Sheol, the
pagan Hades, or the Christian Hell. Though it may no longer be lighted
by very definite flames, the gulf still opens at the end of life and, if
less known, is all the more formidable. And therefore, when the impending
hour strikes to which we dared not raise our eyes, everything fails us
at the same time. Those two or three uncertain ideas whereon, without
examining them, we had meant to lean give way like rushes beneath the
weight of the last minutes. In vain we seek a refuge among reflections
which are illusive or are strange to us and which do not know the roads
to our heart. No one awaits us on the last shore where all is unprepared,
where naught remains afoot save terror.
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Bossuet, the great poet of the tomb, says:
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