Belgian essays (French) -- Translations into English; Death
When all is said, it is perhaps only in the theory which attributes
those premonitions to our subconsciousness that we are able to find, if
not a justification, at least a sort of explanation of that formidable
reticence. They accord fairly well with the strange, inconsistent,
whimsical and disconcerting character of the unknown entity within us
that seems to live on nothing but nondescript fare borrowed from worlds
to which our intelligence as yet has no access. It lives under our
reason, in a sort of invisible and perhaps eternal palace, like a casual,
unknown guest, dropped from another planet, whose interests, ideas,
habits, passions have naught in common with ours. If it seems to have
notions on the hereafter that are infinitely wider and more precise than
those which we possess, it has only very vague notions on the practical
needs of our existence. It ignores us for years, absorbed no doubt with
the numberless relations which it maintains with all the mysteries of
the universe; and, when suddenly it remembers us, thinking apparently to
please us, it makes an enormous, miraculous, but at the same time clumsy
and superfluous movement, which upsets all that we believed we knew,
without teaching us anything. Is it making fun of us, is it jesting, is
it amusing itself, is it facetious, teasing, arch, or simply sleepy,
bewildered, inconsistent, absent-minded? In any case, it is rather
remarkable that it evidently dislikes to make itself useful. It readily
performs the most glamorous feats of sleight-of-hand, provided that we
can derive no profit from them. It lifts tables, moves the heaviest
articles, produces flowers and hair, sets strings vibrating, gives life
to inanimate objects and passes through solid matter, conjures up ghosts,
subjugates time and space, creates light; but all, it seems, on one
condition, that its performances should be without rhyme or reason and
keep to the province of supernaturally vain and puerile recreations. The
case of the divining-rod is almost the only one in which it lends us any
regular assistance, this being a sort of game, of no great importance,
in which it appears to take pleasure. Sometimes, to say all that can be
said, it consents to cure certain ailments, cleanses an ulcer, closes a
wound, heals a lung, strengthens or unstiffens an arm or leg, or even
sets bones, but always as it were by accident, without reason, method or
object, in a deceitful, illogical and preposterous fashion. One would
set it down as a spoilt child that has been allowed to lay hands on the
most tremendous secrets of heaven and earth; it has no suspicion of
their power, jumbles them all up together and turns them into paltry,
inoffensive toys. It knows everything, perhaps, but is ignorant of the
uses of its knowledge. It has its arms laden with treasures which it
scatters in the wrong manner and at the wrong time, giving bread to
the thirsty and water to the hungry, overloading those who refuse and
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