teaching, than it was in the time of Nero. How has this happened?
Whose the fault? Walden, there is only one reply--it is the Church
itself that has failed! The message of salvation,--the gospel of
love,--these are as God-born and true as ever they were,--but the
preachers and teachers of the Divine Creed are to blame,--the men
who quarrel among themselves over forms and ceremonies instead of
concentrating their energies on ministering to others,--and I
confess I find myself often at a loss to dispose Church affairs in
such wise as to secure at one and the same time, peace and
satisfaction amongst the clergy under me, with proper devotion to
the mental and physical needs of the thousands who have a right, yes
a right to expect spiritual comfort and material succour from those
who profess, by their vows of ordination, to be faithful and
disinterested servants of Christ.
"I daresay you remember how we used to talk religious matters over
when we were young and enthusiastic men, studying for the Church.
You will easily recall the indignation and fervour with which we
repudiated all heresies new and old, and turned our backs with
mingled pity and scorn on every writer of agnostic theories,
estimating such heterodox influences as weighing but lightly in the
balance of belief, and making little or no effect on the minds of
the majority. We did not then grasp in its full measure the meaning
of what is to-day called the 'rush' of life. That blind, brutal
stampede of humanity over every corner and quarter of the earth,--a
stampede which it is impossible to check or to divert, and which
arises out of a nameless sense of panic, and foreboding of disaster!
Like hordes of wild cattle on the prairies, who scent invisible
fire, and begin to gallop furiously headlong anywhere and
everywhere, before the first red gleam of the devouring element
breaks from the undergrowth of dry grass and stubble,--so do the
nations and peoples appear to me to-day. Reckless, maddened, fear-
stricken and reasonless, they rush hither and thither in search of
refuge from themselves and from each other, yet are all the while
driven along unconsciously in heterogeneous masses, as though swept
by the resistless breath of some mysterious whirlwind, impelling
them on to their own disaster. I feel the end approaching, Walden!--
sometimes I almost see it! And with the near touch of a shuddering
future catastrophe on me, I am often disposed to agree with sad King
Solomon that after all 'there is nothing better for a man than that
he should eat, drink and be merry all the days of his life.' For I
grow tired of my own puny efforts to lift the burden of human sorrow
which is laid upon me, aloft on the fainting wings of prayer, to a
God who seems wholly irresponsive,--mind, Walden, I say seems--so do
not start away from my words and judge me as beginning to weaken in
the faith that formerly inspired me. I confess to an intense fatigue
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