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I left the room, feeling grateful that such was her practice, and thinking
how pleasant it would be if all could think so, not only about accidents,
but other things, and be careful not to "break the bruised reed." I
thought, too, that though many persons did not seem to sympathize with
those who labor for them, it was more in seeming than real. This incident
showed me that our feelings were regarded.
A few days after this, Mrs. ---- came into the kitchen to make some
preparation for company, and when she wanted a dish inquired about that
one. I thought it strange if she had forgotten it, and reminded her of its
being broken.
"Yes, and I think very carelessly broken, too."
A very expressive remark, I thought, after her boasted forbearance, and it
stung none the less that the dart was unexpected.
* * * * *
My long-desired wish was gratified, and I was spending the winter at
the academy, and among friends who took an interest in my welfare, and
assisted me whenever they could. The prospect was fair before me of my
being able to prepare for what I had wished from childhood. Still, envy
and contempt had a shaft or two, but they generally flew too high or too
low, for I knew a _man_ would "_be a man for a' that_."
A little boy said to me one day, tauntingly: "Mother says you can't be a
schoolma'am anyhow; anybody as has allus been a servant don't know 'nough.
I sha'n't go to school to you."
"Ah, you think you would not like to come then?" said I, pleasantly.
"If mother would let me."
Then, looking up to me in a confiding way, he asked: "Is it bad to be a
servant?"
Heaven bless the child! thought I, as I kissed his face, sweet now
with gentle thoughts; why must such hearts be poisoned with bitter and
contemptuous thoughts?
It was nearly spring when a party was made by one of the principal
families of the village. Some of the pupils of the academy were to leave
before the term expired, and it was intended as a compliment to them.
Some of the villagers had begun to think the habits of our village too
primitive, and that "hired girls," farmers' sons, and apprentices, should
no longer be invited to the village gatherings. To this party I was among
the uninvited. I was too proud, too independent, too much intent on my
studies to resent it, and intended not to notice it. One does not like to
be the subject of deliberate neglect; but all I meant to do about it was
to prepare myself for the future, and I resolved _my_ future should be
such that they and their descendants would be proud to associate with me.
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