Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiographyGraves, Robert
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Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiography
Graves, Robert
Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Graves, Robert, 1895-1985; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
I found that I had the faculty of working through constant
interruptions. I could recognize the principal varieties of babies’
screams—hunger, indigestion, wetness, pins, boredom, wanting to be
played with—and learned to disregard all but the more important ones.
But most of the books that I wrote in these years betray the conditions
under which I worked; they are scrappy, not properly considered and
obviously written out of reach of a proper reference-library. Only
poetry did not suffer. When I was working at a poem nothing else
mattered; I went on doing my mechanical tasks in a trance until I had
time to sit down to write it out. At one period I only allowed myself
half an hour’s writing a day, but once I did write I always had too
much to put down; I never sat chewing my pen. My poetry-writing has
always been a painful process of continual corrections and corrections
on top of corrections and persistent dissatisfaction. I have never
written a poem in less than three drafts; the greatest number I recall
is thirty-five (_The Troll’s Nosegay_). The average at this time was
eight; it is now six or seven.
The children were all healthy and gave us little trouble. Nancy had
strong views about giving them no meat or tea, putting them to bed
early, making them rest in the afternoon and giving them as much fruit
as they wanted. We did our best to keep them from the mistakes of our
own childhood. But it was impossible for them when they went to the
village school to avoid formal religion, class snobbery, political
prejudice, and mystifying fairy stories about the facts of sex. I never
felt any possessive feeling about them as Nancy did. To me they were
close friends with the claims of friendship and liable to the accidents
of friendship. We both made a point of punishing them in a disciplinary
way as little as possible. If we lost our temper with them it was
a different matter. Islip was as good a place as any for the happy
childhood that we wanted to give them. The river was close and we had
the loan of a canoe. There were fields to play about in, and animals,
and plenty of children of their own age. They liked school.
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