Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiographyGraves, Robert
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Good-bye to all that : $b An autobiography
Graves, Robert
Authors, English -- 20th century -- Biography; Graves, Robert, 1895-1985; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
the big bodies that are the strongest. When I was at Sevastopol in the
trenches I saw the great British Guards crack up and die by the score,
while the little sappers took no harm.’ Still, his big body carried him
very well.
He married, in London, my grandmother, a Schleswig-Dane. She was
the daughter of Tiarks, the Greenwich astronomer. She was tiny,
saintly, frightened. Before her father took to astronomy the Tiarks
family had, it seems, followed the Danish country system, not at
all a bad one, of alternate professions for father and son. The odd
generations were tinsmiths and the even generations were pastors. My
gentler characteristics trace back to my grandmother. She had ten
children; the eldest of these was my mother, who was born in London.
My grandfather’s atheism and radicalism sobered down. He eventually
returned to Germany, where he became a well-known children’s doctor at
Munich. He was about the first doctor in Europe to insist on clean milk
for his child patients. When he found that he could not get clean
milk to the hospitals by ordinary means he started a model dairy-farm
himself. His agnosticism grieved my grandmother; she never ceased to
pray for him, but concentrated more particularly on saving the next
generation. She was a Lutheran. My grandfather did not die entirely
unregenerate; his last words were: ‘The God of my fathers, to Him at
least I hold.’ I do not know exactly what he meant by that, but it
was a statement consistent with his angry patriarchal moods, with his
acceptance of a prominent place in Bavarian society as Herr Geheimrat
Ritter von Ranke, and with his loyalty to the Kaiser, with whom once
or twice he went deer-shooting. It meant, practically, that he was
a good Liberal in religion as in politics, and that my grandmother
need not have worried. I prefer my German relations to my Irish
relations; they have high principles, are easy, generous, and serious.
The men have fought duels not for cheap personal honour, but in the
public interest—called out, for example, because they have protested
publicly against the scandalous behaviour of some superior officer
or official. One of them who was in the German consular service lost
seniority, just before the war, I was told, because he refused to use
the consulate as a clearing-place for secret-service reports. They are
not heavy drinkers either. My grandfather, as a student at the regular
university ‘drunks,’ was in the habit of pouring his beer down into his
eighteen-fortyish riding-boots. His children were brought up to speak
English in their home, and always looked to England as the home of
culture and progress. The women were noble and patient, and kept their
eyes on the ground when they went out walking.
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