Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 1, July 1841 — John Shaqi
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 1, July 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XIX, No. 1, July 1841
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Then you know nothing of her?—push us some of the almonds—why, my
dear fellow, she is irresistible. But she is different from what she
used to be; her beauty is softer, though not so showy, and whereas she
once would flirt a little—mind, only a little, for she is a great
favorite of mine—she now goes by the name of the cold beauty. A married
man, like myself, can speak thus warmly, you know, without fear of
having his heart called in as the bribe of his head. And do you know
that my wife suspects you of having worked the reformation?”—Ashton
started, and was almost thrown off his guard—“for it began immediately
after a long illness, that happened a few weeks after you sailed.”
Ashton was completely bewildered. He had now for the first time heard of
Mary’s sickness. His eye wandered from that of his companion, and he
felt his cheek flushing in despite of himself. He covered his
embarrassment, however, by rising. His companion continued,
“And now, Harry, let us stroll down Broadway, for, to tell the truth, I
promised my wife to bring you home with me. Besides, Mary is there, and
I’ve no doubt,” he continued, jocularly, “you are dying to meet her.”
Ashton could not answer; but he followed his friend into the street,
conscious that Mary and he must meet, and feeling that the sooner it was
done the better. His companion, during their walk, ran on in his usual
gay style, but Harry scarcely heard a word that was said. His thoughts
were full of his cousin. Had she indeed become cold to all other men
from love to himself? Strange and yet delicious thoughts whirled through
his mind, and he woke only from his abstraction on finding himself in
Seacourt’s drawing-room, and in the presence of his cousin.
Mary was on a visit to Mrs. Seacourt, and did not know of Ashton’s
intended coming until a few minutes before he made his appearance.
Devotedly as she loved her cousin, she would have given worlds to escape
the interview; but retreat was impossible, without exposing the long
treasured secret of her heart. She nerved herself, accordingly, for the
meeting, and succeeded in assuming a sufficiently composed demeanor to
greet her cousin without betraying her agitation. He exchanged the
common compliments of the occasion with her, and then took a seat by
Mrs. Seacourt, who had been one of his old friends. Mary felt the
neglect; she saw he did not love her. That night she wept bitter tears
of anguish.
“And yet I cannot blame him. Oh, no!” she exclaimed, “it is all my own
fault. He once loved me, and I heartlessly flung that affection from me
which I would give worlds now to win. But I must dry these tears; I must
not betray myself. We shall meet daily, for he cannot help coming here,
and to shorten my visit would lead to suspicions. I must therefore
school myself to disguise the secret of my heart.”
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