Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 1, January 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 1, January 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“We saw but little company, I have remarked; but among that little was
one with whom, as subsequent events developed, my destiny was
inextricably woven. He was an old classmate in the University, whom I
had casually met at the neighboring county-town; where he resided in the
capacity of a medical man. Our former intimacy was revived; for Robert
Conway was really a fascinating man. It was not long before he became
intimate with our little family, and, seduced by his plausible demeanor,
I not only engaged him as my family physician, but entrusted him with
the nearest and dearest secrets of my heart. I felt the warmest
friendship for him, and, next to Isabel, there was no one for whom I
would have done so much. I have told you of the poetic nature of my
character; you may have also noticed its warmth; and, in the present
instance, believing I had found a really disinterested friend, I was
hurried away into an infatuation from which I awoke only to find that I
had clasped an adder to my bosom, and that—oh! my God—all my hopes of
life were blasted forever.
“The winter had already set in, when I received a short letter from my
town agent, requesting my immediate presence in the city on business of
the last importance to my fortune. As Isabel was in a weak state of
health, and would not be able to accompany me, I returned an answer,
stating my inability to comply with the summons, and declaring my
willingness to suffer even some pecuniary loss, rather than leave her at
that time.
“In less than a fortnight, however, I received a still more pressing
letter from my correspondent, declaring that my absence had already
prejudiced my fortune, and that nothing but my personal presence could,
in the then distracted state of monetary affairs, preserve myself from
beggary. This was an appeal which, for Isabel’s sake, I could not
resist. That the being whom I loved above myself should be subjected to
the miseries of poverty, was a supposition too harrowing to entertain.
“Never shall I forget the eve of the morning on which I departed. It was
one of surpassing beauty. The landscape without was covered with a
mantle of snow, and the trees were laden with icicles spangled in the
star-light. The heavens were without a cloud, and the innumerable worlds
above, glittered on the blue expanse like jewels on the mantle of a
king. It was, in short, one of those clear, cold nights in early
February, when the very ringing of a sleigh-bell can be heard for miles
across the still expanse of the landscape.
“As Isabel and I stood looking through the casement at the brilliancy of
the starry hosts on high, a melancholy foreboding suddenly shot across
my mind that we were parting to meet no more. I know not how it was, but
the same feeling pervaded the thoughts of Isabel; for as a meteor-star
darted across the sky, and instantly disappeared, she heaved a sigh,
and, turning toward me, said, as she leaned upon my arm, and gazed
confidingly up into my face,—
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