Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 1, January 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 1, January 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“‘Do you know, George, that, during all the evening I have been tortured
with a foreboding that our happiness is destined, like yonder
shooting-star, to last only for a while, and then pass away forever? It
may be that this is our last evening. I cannot tell in what shape the
impending evil will come,’ she said, ‘but this I know, that be it what
it may, we shall always love each other, shall we not, George?’
“‘Yes, dearest!’ I replied, kissing her, ‘but dismiss these gloomy
thoughts; they arise only from your ill-health. Believe me, we shall
continue for long, long years to enjoy our present felicity.’ Ah! me,
little did my own feelings coincide with what I said. ‘Cheer up,
dearest, I shall return in a fortnight or so, and by that time shall be
able to assure you that I shall leave you no more.’
“With words like these I attempted to remove the forebodings of Isabel,
but though she smiled faintly in return, I found that I could not wholly
dispel the melancholy of her thoughts. I dreaded the parting on the
morrow, and accordingly, having deceived her as to the hour of my
setting forth, I rose at day-break, kissed her as she lay calmly
sleeping, and, tearing myself from her, entered the mail-stage, and
before the hour when we usually arose, was miles away from our
habitation.
“I reached the city, and found my fortune, indeed, trembling on the
verge of ruin. For some days its preservation engaged every faculty of
my mind, and I found time for nothing else, unless it was to read and
answer the letters I daily received from my sweet wife. The times were
critical. Stocks of every kind—and nearly my whole fortune was vested
in them—were undergoing a fearful depreciation; and one or two heavy
loans which had been made out of my estate, and which completed the
balance of my wealth, were in a most precarious situation. I soon found
it would not only be impossible to settle my affairs so as to rejoin
Isabel at the end of the fortnight, but that I must undertake a journey,
personally, to a southern city, which would delay me at least a month
more; and, accordingly, I penned a hasty note to her on the eve of my
setting out, bidding her look forward, at the expiration of this new
term, to a happy meeting, and informing her at what post-towns I should
look for letters from her.
“I set forth on the ensuing day, but, though I enquired at the various
post-offices along my route, where I expected letters, yet I did not
receive a line from Isabel; and the first epistle which I obtained was a
letter which I found lying for me, on my arrival at the port of my
destination. It had come from P——, and was written prior to Isabel’s
knowledge of my second journey. I have it still by me; every line of it
is graven on my heart; my only prayer is that it may be buried with me,
for alas!—it is the last letter I ever received from Isabel.
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