Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 4, April 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“‘My fate is fixed, William,’ said the hopeless girl; ‘I cannot perform
the duties of a poor man’s wife, without neglecting my afflicted sister;
her sufferings would mar your daily comfort, and her necessities demand
my undivided attention. God knows how tenderly I have loved you, and how
gratefully I feel your faithfulness, in thus abiding constant through
years of absence and disappointment, but that must be at an end now,
William;—our long engagement must be forgotten,—you are free—and may
heaven grant you a happier destiny than to be linked with one who seems
born only for sorrow.’
“Poor Fanny! how bitterly she wept as she uttered these words of
self-immolation! But she knew she was right, and even William, when the
first burst of grief had subsided, and he was able to reflect calmly
upon all the circumstances, acknowledged within himself, that Fanny had
judged wisely for both. He could appreciate the honest pride which
forbade her to fill a husband’s home with her own helpless relatives,
and he could well understand the disinterested affection which taught
her to make her own heart the victim rather than heap heavier burdens
upon one with whom the world had already dealt hardly. Again they
parted, but no hope of reunion now cheered their last
farewell;—henceforth they were to meet as friends, but never more to
exchange the sweet tones of lovers’ vows. How much less heroism is
required to perform noble deeds in the sight, and beneath the applause
of thousands, than thus to sacrifice love, and hope, and happiness, in
silence and secrecy on the altar of duty! Yet the warrior receives his
meed of glory, while the woman who calmly surrenders the ‘life of life’
without the stimulus of fame or the hope of guerdon;—she who patiently
lives on, ‘in helpless, hopeless, brokenness of heart,’ ministering
meekly to others, while a wasting grief is eating into her very
soul—goes down to the grave unnoticed and unknown—perhaps regarded as
a cold and eccentric being by those who cannot fathom the pure depths of
such a mind.
Fanny’s cheek grew pale and hollow, but she gave no other evidence of
secret sorrow, for she well knew that Mary’s keen eye would watch for
traces of her heart’s struggle, and she would not pain her suffering
sister by a knowledge of the bitter price at which her comfort had been
purchased. At length she heard of William’s marriage, and this severed
the last frail link that bound their hearts together. From that time his
name was never mentioned, and resolutely forbidding her thoughts to
dwell upon the past, Fanny Wilbank compelled herself to cheerfulness.
But a shadow had gone over her bright face, and her voice learned a new
tone of melancholy pathos—_she spoke like one who often weeps_.
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