Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 5, May 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 5, May 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“‘I was, according to custom, betrothed in my boyhood to a sweet little
babe almost as soon as she saw the day. Our fathers were sworn friends,
and I saw the little Adela frequently, and loved her as a dear sister.
But when I began to consider myself a man, I sometimes felt as if I
could not wait for her, for she was much younger than I. Being fond of
reading, and naturally romantic, I drank in with avidity every wild and
passionate legend, and longed for some thrilling adventure. My alliance
was tasteless, because it lacked the excitement of adventure or
opposition. And yet when weary of noise and pleasure, I found it sweet
to pass an hour in her society; she was so gentle, unassuming, and
affectionate. At the age of twenty-five I departed on my travels, with a
soul thirsting for adventure. I pass over all, however, until I arrived
at Constantinople. Here among the licentious I felt that all the
passions of man’s nature had full licence. I shall not carry you by my
details into scenes by which I pray God you may never be polluted.
Suffice it that a young and lovely creature, whose innocence and fond
confiding I should have respected, forgot her alliance to her nominal
lord, and became mine with a fervor of affection which is never
equalled, or even understood in these cold climes. I thought only of
dallying with her awhile when I first sought to win her; but there was
an enchantment about her which I often fancied to be in reality the
magic of which I had often read. At length the time of my sojourn in
that unequalled city was expiring. I sought to tear myself away, for I
never dreamed of taking Alma with me. But she would not leave me. I felt
embarrassed as to the manner in which I should dispose of her if she
accompanied me to France. But my hackneyed heart felt no compunction for
the deceit I had practised upon her; and I resolved formally to retain
her, keeping her, if possible, in ignorance of our laws and customs, and
of Christianity of course; and to marry Adela according to contract. So
I gave myself up to the pleasures of her society; and she dreamed not of
the workings of the heart which she fondly considered all her own.
“‘Arrived at home, I placed her in an elegant mansion, furnished her
with attendants, and every elegance and luxury of life; and while
preparations were going forward for my union with Adela, found my
highest enjoyment in the society of the ardent Alma. She was a perfect
contrast to Adela in every particular. I loved them both, just as you
may admire the lily and the rose. The wedding-day arrived, and I pledged
to Adela a perjured vow.
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