Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 5, May 1841Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 5, May 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“‘I had been married one year when my wife enquired of me who the
beautiful girl was whom I was in the habit of attending to places of
public amusement. I was prepared for this, and told her that it was a
Turkish lady, the wife of a sea captain, a particular friend of mine,
who was absent at sea. Adela insisted on being introduced to her, for
she said she felt a great curiosity to look on the woman whose beauty
had become the theme of every tongue. Here was a dilemma for which I was
utterly unprepared. I could make no reasonable excuse, and the hesitancy
and embarrassment of my manner excited or confirmed suspicion. It seemed
that Adela was completely a woman, and determined to gratify her
curiosity, although by so doing she made herself wholly miserable. When
I next visited Alma I found her sorrowful and pale. She had been visited
by a lady, whom, from her description, I knew to be my wife, who had
drawn from her artless tongue her whole history, and then set before her
the ignominy and sinfulness of her present situation. These were strange
words for the poor girl’s ear, yet I succeeded in calming her mind, and
left her with emotions of such sorrow as I never felt before. I fully
comprehended the wrong that I had done her, and the anguish that must
from this time be her portion. I felt angry at Adela, and yet how could
I blame her. She discovered a coldness and restraint in my manner, and
became herself cold and restrained; in short, we were all three
wretched. Adela in her zeal employed her confessor to teach Alma the
mysteries of religion. Alma was ever in tears; and Adela began to pine
and waste away. At length she became so ill that the physician declared
that nothing could help her unless it were a journey and short residence
in Italy. But before I set forward I conveyed Alma to this castle, and
placed her in the tower which superstition had cast a spell around;
entrusting her to the sole care of an aged female domestic, lest during
my absence she should be persuaded to enter a convent.
“‘I came home widowed, but not in heart. I flew to Alma, and told her
there was no drawback on our happiness now; that she should now possess
both hand and heart. She wept long and agonisingly upon my bosom, and
then told me that the magic glass of life was broken. That the clear
cold light of reality now lay upon all the ways of love. That earth to
her was no longer a blissful paradise. And finally, that she had
resolved to enter a nunnery. Oh! the agony of that hour. I sought by
every argument to divert her from her purpose, but she was unyielding.
For a long time I refused to let her go, and kept her prisoner in the
tower. But when I could by no means move her, when she turned ever
weeping from me, or kneeling besought me no longer to keep her from the
court of heaven, I gave her the keys of her prison, and left the castle.
I returned after a few days. She was gone. I was desolate; and from that
hour I have been dying.
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