Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXX, No. 5, May 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXX, No. 5, May 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Beautiful counsellor,” he answered, “I listen to your eloquent words,
your womanly and graceful counsels, and while I listen, I would swear to
guard them as my soul’s best guides; would swear to abide by them
forever; but when once your lovely face has vanished from before my
eyes, when once your sweet voice sounds in my ears no longer, when I am
once again alone, and all around me is left void and cheerless, then my
heart burns apace, and my imagination darkens, and of my very craving
and insatiate desire for your dear presence grows fear of every thing on
earth, and almost doubt of every thing in heaven. But be once mine, let
the dark dread of losing you forever be effaced from my mind, and you
shall see me calm and patient as—as thyself, my own Margaret.”
“Ah you are selfish, Lionel,” she answered. “Your very love makes you
selfish, and in the warmth of your own passions, in the anxiety of your
own impatience, you forget that I too have my trials to endure, that I
too wax at times impatient under the cold constraints, the small
punctualities that fetter me, that I too—” and she paused in beauteous
hesitation for a moment, until she marked the pleading glance, which he
cast to her eyes—“that I too love, and dare not disclose that love,
Lionel.”
“Ay, that is it,” he replied moodily. “All my requests are ever met with
‘I dare not;’ all my affections cast back coldly on my heart with ‘my
duty.’ I know not how these things should be; I am a poor casuist,
Margaret, but I can _feel_; and I _do_ feel that to genuine, honest,
deep-souled true love, there is nothing that may not be dared—that to
the plighted there can be no higher duty—”
“Peace, Lionel,” returned the fair girl, gravely, almost severely; “for
if you _will_ speak thus to me, I must not, and I will not hear you. You
know that, from the first, when I owned that my heart was yours, and
promised that my hand should be so likewise, I told you plainly that
although nor force, nor flattery, nor fraud, should ever make me the
wife of another, yet never would I swerve from a daughter’s obedience,
though my heart-strings should burst asunder in the strife between my
love and my duty. You know all this of old, dear Lionel; then wherefore
torture yourself thus, and afflict me, by these wild and unprofitable
outbreaks. You are assured that I love you, with all the truth and
strength of a young maid’s first affection; you have my promise to be
yours, or to die a heart-widowed maiden; you know, that the obstacles
between us are no wise insurmountable; that my good father, although
somewhat over tenacious, and self willed on points which he deems
essential, is kind and gracious; that he loved you well—”
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